His Lily(Curvy Series : 1) (Completed)✓

chapter 25(unedited)

Third person pov.....

Hey lily....

Ummmm... actually.. ugggh i have practiced about one hour that how should I talk..and what should I talk...it's been 3 and a half years that you have gone..I don't know where...but it was our fault..I wish I wasn't that bitch at that time... actually I was always the bitchy type of sister you had..but we always loved each other in our own way...but never bother to express...

You know lily lots of things happened after you gone.Lots of things has changed..me,Chris..and people around us. I never thought life would bring us lots of surprises. Specially last 2 years. Chris and I have seen lots of ups and down. Chris being drug addict and I being puppet model of his dad. For the world we were the famous model couple but none of it was true. Inside we were dying for the people we love ,we were hurt,we were hurting each other because of our one wrong decision. Specially Chris.

But last year something ,no many good things has happened. Last year after so many struggle Chris was able to stay away from drugs. He is now sober for 6 months. From that the good things start to happened. We got to know his dad's actual reason of being unfair to him. I couldn't believe he will become that much cruel because of some information. But when we get to know the truth we have finally able to annul our contract and sue him for blackmailing us. At first we were scared because we didn't knew anything but law and it's procedure but with the help our good friend Alex we able to free ourselves.

Then something more good happened...finally love happened in my life... finally he accepted me the way I am...I..

Lily was observing what Sophie said all this time..she couldn't believe of Chris being addict. He was the person who was never in the favour of alcohol but sometimes we could be wrong..

Sorry ...morning sickness is killing me...oh actually...ummm..oh god I am feeling shy....I would never thought that at the age of 21 I would become pregnant and got married. Yes lily..I am 2 months pregnant...I never thought life would turned out like this...

Sometimes I don't know how to feel, whether I should be sad and mad at myself for ruining your everything with Chris or be happy because in this way I have finally found my happiness...you know when Chris got to know about my pregnancy at first he was shocked...he didn't thought I would become pregnant after 3 months of our marriage.

But I didn't care because when I met him ,when he makes me feel that I only deserves all kinds of happiness ...i can change myself for good ...and he will be always there for me..no matter what happen..it was just enough for me to realize I have to move on. I knew he is the one.

But I think my punishment was not over. When I got the news of my pregnancy..I was happy..so happy..we hugged each other and made love each other all night long...haha..and Chris being Chris was always teasing me.

So after being confirmed about my pregnancy I went doctor for regular checkup. But then the doctor drop the bomb on me by saying that my body is not strong enough to carry a baby. I have to abort it. My world got had stopped right that moment. At that moment I was alone. How I wished to have him,dad and you with me.i didn't said anything right away to the doctor. But the doctor said that it can be harmful for both me and my baby.

That night he couldn't come because of his work,he had to be in South Africa. I couldn't sleep that night. When I called him just for to calm myself he told me that how he was happy that we are becoming parents. How he was lucky to have me ,how he wants to be a father so bad,how I will become a great mother ...that stop me to think anything because I knew what I have to do ..I can't abort this baby...as a mother I can't..but lily I am scared .. scared to lose him,scared not to able to be with my child in future,scared about how he will cope up without me,scared that I will die without asking your forgiveness. Lily I miss mom..I miss you..