Prolouge

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"elaine" tawag sa akin ng lalaking kanina pa humahabol sakin.

As always, i ignored him. I, just can't face him yet.

"elaine!" sigaw niya sa akin na nagpatigil sa akin sa paglalakad. It was the first, this was the very first time he yelled at me.

I knew he was angry, angry for what I've done.

He grabbed my wrist, pulling me back to reality. Bigla nalang siyang tumakbo papunta kung saan. When we stopped, i realized where we were.

This was the place where we first met, the rooftop. Tears began crawling out of my eyes, and it didn't escaped the eyes of the man i was with.

I saw him, softening his eyes and made a face i had always liked about him. His gentle face, like he was comforting me.

I couldn't stop the tears, it was also hard for me. I just couldn't get him off of my mind. I just couldn't stop this fastly beating heart. I just couldn't stop my feelings to grow. My feelings for him that never grow old. My love for him never faded.

I... still love him... so so much

And it's so freakin' hard for me to decide right now. It's like I'm carrying the whole world on my shoulders. It's, suffocating me.

But, with those eyes meeting mine. I could feel something warm, some comfort. And it feels as though the weight has been lifted off of my shoulders.

It was so great, to feel his love everyday. It was so good to feel him next to me. And it felt so damn amazing to know that he was with me through thick and thin. I felt amazing around him.

But-

I was sent back to the reality when i felt his arms around me. I can feel his warm and loving hug. And it made my tears to crawl out of my eyes even faster, and my sobs escaped as I can't strain them anymore. I felt weak, and at the same time I felt protected.

"I'm here" his soft voice made me felt even weaker, i can never sacrifice him. Pero, anong magagawa ko? I was left with no other choice!

It was between the two person that was very very important to me. How could I just sacrifice one to save the other?

"so-sorry, I'm so sorry" i said between my sobs as i hug him tighter. I was afraid that this might be my last. I was so afraid to let go, knowing i might never have the chance to touch him again. "please!" i begged "please forgive me, it's the only choice i have" sabi ko.

He tried to let go but i didn't let him. "please, just- let's just stay like this" sabi ko sa kanya, i still can't face him. Natatakot ako na baka sa oras na tumingin ako sa kanya ay magbago ang desisyon ko.

"elaine" he said with soft voice, i could never get tired of that voice of his. "no matter what, I'll always be here, beside you and I'll never let go" he said as he brushed the strands of my hair with his bare hand.

"hmmm" i said nodding slightly, it would just seem like i was rubbing my face on his chest. Sobra siyang matangkad kaya naman hanggang dibdib niya lang ako.

"i love you"

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