𝑪𝒓𝒖𝒔𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 | 𝑵𝒐𝒂𝒉 𝑺𝒄𝒉𝒏𝒂𝒑𝒑 𝒙 𝑹𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓

A new begining - Part one.

August 20th 2020, 9:20 am.

I lingered, before I went and grabbed at my phone and looked at my recent messages.

My hair, tucked behind My ear was a complete mess due to my deep sleep last night.
My t shirt remained baggy like usual while my shorts, the opposite, held tight from my waist to my thighs. They weren't too low but above my knees.

I scrolled through my DMs, filled with angry Noah fans from a month ago until I saw Noah's dm from yesterday night.

I bit my lip as a I kept my eyes on the message.

"What should I say??" I thought to myself.

I put my phone to the side and hopped up from my bed.

"Might as well do something to get my mind off of this." I thought.

I tip toed out of my room, since my mom was still sleeping. And I quickly but quietly slid on my running shoes and threw on a sweatshirt that was hanging on the coat rack and slipped out the door stealthily.

I knew my mom would've been weirded out and suspicious if she saw me leaving the house this early since I'm never up this early.

I stood at my front step, I was about to leave until I stood there, my body aching from lying on the wrong side last night.

"I cant leave my phone here, no matter what messages I get." I think to myself.

Since my door was locked as soon as I closed it, I dashed over to the side of the house and climbed through my window, quietly.

I climbed onto my bed, leaving dirt marks onto my bed that I'll have to deal with later, if I'll even be back soon.
I snatched my phone + charger and shoved them into my pocket before grabbing a post it note and a pen and rushing out my bedroom door to my kitchen.

I write down quickly on the post it note before stamping it on the fridge and running out the door.

"Just our for a quick morning run to get my mind off some things and also because I'm fat, love you. - y/n "

I gently closed the door and stood on my porch before quickly looking at recent messages or notifications.

One Instagram dm read "noahschnapp: look, I know we got off on a bad end but I really want to..."

The message cut off since it's still on the notifications lock screen.

My heart lurched.

I knew noah was a good person deep down, I shouldn't have yelled at him like I did before I left. Why am I even mad at him he didn't even do anything.

A memory flushed back into my head

"Yeah? Well I'm sorry for being a bad boyfriend for wanting a better girlfriend." Noah yelled at me, as vivid as when I first heard it.

I came back into reality and shook my head, before shoving my phone into my pocket and dashing off from my porch.

My feet already hurt the moment I stood off the porch and took another step away from the home I know, or the home I once knew.

Everything felt so different from when I first got back from camp. I shouldn't feel this way, mom has been treating me so well, Noah didn't even do anything that I should be mad at him about.

But in my mind this person that I would see soon in my vision once again was first known as someone I would've never wanted to see ever again, even my whole body got goosebumps from going to see him, but now I felt like it was the only choice I got. Even though in the back of my mind I should be rushing back home and telling noah every thing I'm feeling even if I could put it into words, and to tell him I love and to tell him that every step I'm taking and that every step I get closer to this persons house makes me feel heavier and heavier every step I take.

I knew I was going to regret this.

A/N: IM SORRY I DIDNT HAVE ANY IDEAS FOR NEW STORY LINE BUT IM HOPEFULLY POSTING A NEW CHAPTER SOON AND ALSO STAY SAFE FROM CORONA AND TY FOR 15K VIEWS ILY ALL