Jin. Slumped in deep dejection, his unpleasant experiences scarred him for life. He thought he wasn't capable of falling in love, but he was wrong. He fell in love with Taehyung. A man twice his age, married and husband of the man he wanted to seek...
"Maybe that's what LOVE meant, Both people thinking they were the LUCKY one..."
- Meera Syal
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Seokjin
Sinner.
They said I am. But it's not my fault if men fall for me. Men. Women. I captivate them with my looks. And once they get to know me, with my charms.
We all have our needs. Physical and emotional needs. Not to brag about it but I am always mentally prepared for it. Wives or husbands who wanted to pull my hair or punch my face. I had all of it.
I never slept with a married man. If Mr. Kim will allow me, he will be my first and in all honesty, I would love him to be my first. I would love to bend over his reddish-brown wooden desk or hook my legs on his shoulders and fuck on that beautiful white expensive couch inside his office.
And him, only wearing his wedding ring, as we fuck. That would be sexy.
A big smile never left my face and Linda thought that I am a very nice man. She is so fond of me, if she only knew what's running in my head, I am pretty sure she will change her mind.
"Taehyung is so lucky to have you as his new assistant. You're so handsome. He will be so proud to introduce you to his colleagues." Linda stares at me with so much admiration as if she's staring at her grandchild for the first time.
"Introduce me?" The statement had me ponder for a while. Wondering what exactly that statement means.
Linda giggles and I apologize for my dirty thoughts but her giggles aren't fit for her age. Sweet but kind of annoying. "I'm sorry, I guess I made a wrong statement. His colleague's assistants are all middle-aged. Got what I mean?"
My confidence sends me over the edge. I am more determined now, more than ever, for Mr. Kim to introduce me to his fellow businessmen as his boyfriend and not his assistant.
Maybe not now or tomorrow, but soon.
Linda is so nice and accommodating. She is very patient teaching me every detail of her work. I can say that her ways are more of the old ones, perhaps, because of her age. She's not as techie as the people my age but one thing I admire about her, she is very organized.
I wrote everything in my notebook. Making sure to note the important details, instructions, and process. I wrote the deadlines, the important dates, even Mr. Kim's choice of coffee, sandwich, and drinks. Who would have thought that Linda will even give me the list of Mr. Kim's choice of restaurants?
When he said he wants a burger, it should be this restaurant. The cake flavors have their particular bakeshop as well. Everything is detailed but one thing made me frown and disappointed, it's Mr. Kim's husband's favorite flowers and foods.
"Is he coming here often?" I asked looking at the list of Mr. Kim's husband's choice.
"Not much. Jimin is always at home. Taking care of everything, their children and his husband. But he comes here once in a while. But Taehyung loves surprising his husband with gifts and flowers that are the reason why I gave you the list." Linda puts the list in a clear book and hands it to me. "There, everything is complete. You don't need to worry about the work, everything is very easy especially at your age. Just always be organized. I will surely miss the job and the perks."
My eyes went back to Linda. She's looking at the Seoul skyline. I'm sure she's been working here for a long time and it's not easy to leave the job you have almost half of your life.
"I started as his father's assistant. I was 25 then. Then when his father stepped down, the older Kim asked me to assist his only son, Taehyung.
We're almost always out of the country. This business always calls him to hop from country to country, sometimes for two straight months. Maybe that's also the reason why I wasn't able to get married."
My eyes went wide hearing the last sentence. So this job will have me ending single and alone.
"Don't be scared ending up single. You are so handsome to end up with the same fate as I am but I have no regrets. His family is the best! They treated me well and like a family. When we're outside the country, Mr. Kim will give me two days to enjoy the place alone. That's how lenient he is to his assistant. So I would like to assure you, you are very lucky."
I don't care about enjoying the beauty of whatever country we are about to go to, I consider myself lucky for having some alone time with my new boss. Lucky to have him with me. Just the two of us.
"You said he has children. He mentioned that his eldest is eighteen, how about the youngest?" Asking Linda some personal questions about Mr. Kim made me hesitant at first. In all honestly, all I want is to know his age.
"His eldest is Jiho and his youngest is Ahni, she's 12. Taehyung is 41 while his husband is 36 and yes, he got him pregnant at teenage years." Linda is nice enough to answer the questions still pending for me to ask and even giving some extra information that I don't care of knowing like when Mr. Kim got his husband pregnant.
Knowing Mr. Kim's age makes me more eager. Forty-one. Mr. Kim in his forties. He is twenty years older than me. Just perfect. We are perfect for each other.
I would love to cling my arm to his arm. To press my chest against his. To intertwine my fingers with his. To kiss him while I'm on a tip-toe. Sweet. Just too sweet. I cannot wait. Indeed, I'm lucky. Very lucky and I'll make sure that he will feel the same towards me.
"These are the list of people who always come here to visit him. You need to inform him once they arrived. If the person is not on the list, they should set an appointment first. Taehyung doesn't want to waste his time with people he's not familiar with. Please remember that."
My eyes went through the list of the people that I will be meeting soon. It's not a long list. It's more of the department heads, their assistants, and their contact details.
Above the list are his personal friends. Jungkook, Namjoon, and Hoseok. Only one is working for the company and it's Jeon Jungkook.
"Mr. Jeon is his best friend and Vice-Chairman so it means he's always here in his office?"
"A lot. But don't worry, he's only coming during break times." Linda shrugged.
I take note of that. I hate disturbance. I don't like it when my thoughts are being disturbed by non-sense individuals or senseless reasons. Especially now that I always want Mr. Kim to be alone.
Just with me in this room. Just the two of us. From morning and maybe until late at night.
