Jin. Slumped in deep dejection, his unpleasant experiences scarred him for life. He thought he wasn't capable of falling in love, but he was wrong. He fell in love with Taehyung. A man twice his age, married and husband of the man he wanted to seek...
If you're a secret then you're probably just an option not a priority
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I thought the pain was too much that no one can inflict more pain but it seemed like, I will never get immunity from pain.
I sometimes wonder if I was born unlucky. Or was it because I was cursed? Or perhaps, most probably, I chose to feel the pain.
I could have run away but I stayed. So I chose to get hurt.
And it's painful.
Painful.
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SEOKJIN
I used to wonder if I will ever feel happy. Ever since my father died, it felt like I am chasing happiness all the time. I know people will never understand my feelings, my thoughts, or what I stand for. No one, because they thought I was brave and probably smart. Perhaps they probably think I was crazy. Must be the best description yet, petty and absurd. But beyond that, I was wearing a mask. A mask hiding away my secrets. Secrets that caused me pain and anxieties.
Standing in front of the man I was crazy about, I started to button his dress shirt. The cloth clinging perfectly to his body and accentuating his details. I loved how I could see the dents of his abs from his white shirt. He's just perfect.
"I love your necktie," I tied his champagne-colored necktie and fixed his collar. I noticed how his fashion sense had improved.
"I learned from you," Taehyung uttered with a smile.
I grabbed his coat and made him wear it, fixing the lapel and the flaps. I loved doing this for him, knowing that his husband wasn't good with taking care of him, I'll gladly take his place. I wondered how someone can disregard his responsibility? Especially to this handsome man standing in front of me.
"Thank you. I'm excited to meet you tonight," he held my chin, leaned down, and kissed me. Apart from being handsome, I found him to be romantic.
"Welcome. I'm excited for tonight too. You're so handsome in a grey suit. Well, in every suit, if I may add."
He chuckled as he took my hands and put them above his waist. "At my age, I don't know if it's really a compliment or you just want me to feel better."
I shook my head and wrapped my arms around his body, tilting my head back to catch his gaze. "Let me remind you that there are lots of men who get more hot and handsome as they age and I am certain that you're one of them. Even more."
