Random thoughts

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You might be wondering why you're still alive?

Why you kept living?

Well, let me tell you why.

Because, even though you think no one will miss you if you leave, you're second guessing. Because deep down you know they will and you're scared to hurt them.

Because, even though you're scared, you're even more scared of if killing yourself will be a great mistake.

Because, even though you hate yourself, you love some of the people around you. The ones that have stuck around throughout it all.

So if you aren't gonna live for you, then live for the fact that life is probably better than death. 
Because in life you have people that care about you.
And depending on your beliefs, different things might happen after death.

Think about this,
If you killed yourself, at least one person will miss you. And you're just going to hurt them by leaving.

So don't leave them.