Random thoughts

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I remember all those times we talked, but couldn't hardly hold a conversation because neither of us knew each other very well.
I remember all those times we confided in each other and I was so scared to let anything extra slip out. But I always did because, well, it was you.
I remember all those times I talked about you to my friends and the conversation always came back to you.
I remember all the sleepless nights when I came to terms with the fact that you'd never like me back.
I remember when I first realized I was in love you. And hated it.
I remember a lot about you.
But now I'm saying goodbye. Goodbye to all my feelings that I feel. That I felt.
Felt. It's an interesting word, huh? The way the 't' is so quiet at the end. It's like you fell, but got back up quick enough that you were able to cover it.
Well, I fell. I fell hard. But hopefully, you didn't notice.