Random thoughts

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(Boy=B, Girl=G)

B: Are you ok?
G: I mean, yeah. I'm ok.
B: No I mean are you really ok?
G: Yes. I'm fine.
B: Tell me what's wrong.
G: There's nothing wrong!
B: Yes there is and we both know it.
G: No there isn't! And why do you care anyways?
B: Because I'm in love with you!
G: ... no...
G: *starts crying* no, no, no! This isn't happening!
G: Take it back! Just say it's not true! Please!
B: I'm not going to lie to you!
G: please... just do it...
B: why?
G: do you know how much harder it makes it?
B: what?
G: all I've wanted is for people to forget. I just want people to forget about me so when I decide to throw myself off of a bridge no one will care. I just want people to forget, but they keep remembering! They just keep remembering me...
B: wait..
B: th-throw yourself off...
G: YES! I want to die, ok? I have for a long time. And don't you dare say that you can help!
B: Why don't you want help?!?!?
G: I don't need help, that's why! Never have, never will!
B: just let me help you...
G: do you know how hard it is to trust someone, [boy]?
G: do you know what it's like to want to say everything you feel, but can't. You can't because you're scared that they'll tell everyone and people will pity you. And pity just makes everything a hundred times worst!
G: Because all I've ever wanted is to be treated normally. Like a normal freaking person!
G: but no. Because the universe doesn't, and never will, like [girl].
B: *crying*
G: Wh-what's wro-
B: *hugs [girl]*
B: I might not be able to fully heal you, but I can try, [girl]...
G: thank you, [boy]...