UNRESTRAINED (BJYX)

CHAPTER 20

The two of them is now inside and the crowd in front of Xiao zhan's apartment gets bigger and bigger...

Wang yibo looking like a lost puppy  followed Xiao zhan who is talking with his manager in the phone...

"Yes...I'm sorry....I know...yes...it's getting bigger...I don't know...I'm also surprised...yes thank you....I'm sorry..."said Xiao Zhan to the phone....

After the manager dropped the call...

"I'm so sorry.."apologized yibo to a panic stricken Xiao Zhan...

"What are you thinking?! going here without disguising yourself?!"asked Xiao Zhan frustrated...

"I'm sorry...it's all my fault...I'm sorry Zhan ge.."apologized yibo once again....

Xiao Zhan looked at yibo looking so vulnerable...

Xiao Zhan sighed...

"Ok...it's not your fault..come on.."Xiao Zhan suddenly said and pulled yibo into a hug...

Yibo cried in Xiao zhan's chest....feeling so guilty for his stupidity...

"I'm sorry..."yibo couldn't bring it to not blame himself...

He was careless and he knows it....

"What do we do  Zhan ge?"asked yibo after calming down a little...

"I also don't know but my manager is looking for a solution...and no it's not your fault!"said Xiao Zhan when he saw that yibo is about to blame himself again...

"Yibo...it's also my fault okay?I know that I made it hard for you...and I'm so sorry..."xiao Zhan started to confess what he realized when yibo fought with him...

"I thought I was protecting you from cruelty by trying so hard hide our relationship...I never thought that it would hurt you as much as it did to me...I just...thought that you're still young and you still have a better future ahead....and I'm not sure if you...really love me..."yibo looked at Xiao Zhan softly...

"You think I don't love you?"asked yibo...

"No!I was wrong to think like that!I'm sorry yibo.."immediately explained Xiao Zhan...

"Xiao zhan...actually..I don't care about the fame and wealth this industry will give me...well I thought I would be happy having those but now...I ain't happy...you are my happiness...being with you makes me happy...but this happiness can't happen because of this industry...I want to be free..and do all the things I always wanted to do with you...I don't care about anything....please....for once,stop thinking about others and just think about us..please?"yibo pleaded while tears kept falling in his eyes...

"But Yibo...are you sure?you're sti--"Xiao Zhan was cut off...

"And I know what I want!and what I want is happiness and freedom with you!I'm not being impulsive Xiao Zhan!"

Xiao Zhan looked at yibo...

"I love you Xiao zhan...please...learn to believe in me more will you?"Xiao Zhan could feel the pain in yibo's voice...

And then he realized...

Yes..he didn't believe yibo...he never trusted yibo...

How much had yibo suffered knowing that the one he loves can't even trust him???

Xiao Zhan looked at yibo...

Yes,he protected the man from the pain of the cruel world but he couldn't protect the man he loves for the pain he himself would  inflict...

"I'm so sorry yibo...I'm so sorry for all the pain I put you through and thank you for being patient with me and loving me.....I promise that this time I would learn to trust you...I love you so much yibo...."and that was all it took for yibo to cry out loud...

"See?is it so hard to say I love you?why do you always say that to me when we're in this kind of atmosphere?pisses me off!"said yibo and smiled...

"What are you doing?smiling while crying!have you finally decided to go crazy?"joked Xiao Zhan earning a smack on his shoulder by yibo....

"Bad Gege!"said yibo and widened his smile...

Xiao Zhan smiled at the younger's gesture...

"Should you really be the top?"suddenly asked xiao Zhan causing yibo to look at him..

"What do you mean?"asked yibo curiously...

"I mean...I'm older and I'm more mature and I'm more calm so why you?"yibo finally understood what Xiao Zhan mean but xiao zhan's word he would never agree...

"Are you saying that because i'm younger I'm immature and not calm?"challenged ask yibo...

"Yes!whose fault is it that those people is here right now?and no!don't blame yourself I'm just saying that it's your fault but still you shouldn't blame yourself---"yibo suddenly laughed...

"Look who's more immature right now?bringing out the happenings right now and blaming me but not wanting me to blame myself?and who keeps panicking just a while ago?is it me?"mocked yibo....

Xiao Zhan gasped...

"How dare you?!I'm just panicking because I'm the matured one!I need to think for the both of us!"retorted Xiao Zhan...

"Really all I saw and heard just a while ago seems to say otherwise though..I thought that some kid is talking and begging for his mom to solve the problem and the kid's name is xiao Zhan and the mom is his manager haha!"continuously mocked yibo...

"You!how dare you call me a kid!you rude boy!"said Xiao Zhan and started chasing a running wang yibo....

The two started running in circles in Xiao zhan's apartment seeming to forget the problem and crowd just outside Xiao zhan's apartment....

After a while the two got tired and sat very close to each other on the sofa....

"Ok!this is the end!I really should be the top!you keep running away from me like a child!"reasoned Xiao Zhan...

Wang yibo and Xiao Zhan never knew why they started discussing about these kind of things but they were too busy arguing to know that they are fighting for something so silly...again...

"But you also keep chasing me like a child?!that's unfair!I'm obviously the one to be on top!not you!not anyone!"argued Wang yibo back...

"No!I should be the top!i'm mor----"Xiao Zhan was pinned down before he even got to finish his word....

"Want me to show you why I should be the top?"asked Wang yibo with a smirk and kissed Xiao Zhan.....

  And just like that The two totally forgot the crowd just outside the apartment their in...