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Chapter 3 : "You'll be okay"

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Was it hard for me to wrap my mind around the fact that all three musketeers like me? Yes. Did I freak out and not sleep last night? Yes. Did I want to scream at them for liking me? Yes!

I may have had to tell myself not to look at their lips or look at them that way. I also may have had to tell myself not to stare at them to long and remind myself 'Naomi they are your best friend's, don't screw it up!'. But that's different.. right?

I don't want to lose them. That's why I never did anything about you know.. wanting to kiss their lips. Yes they told me they liked me after we went to the fair at Lynn's school, and yes they faught over me but then it kinda just stopped. I told them I never thought of them in that way and I meant it, but after the whole jealousy fair fiasco I kinda started to think of them differently.

Not so much as my friends but more then that. So when they kinda just stopped fighting or just trying to be really close to me I felt that maybe they moved on, not that they just cooled down so they didn't scare me away. Friends are really important to me and they know that so that's probably why they stopped.

I mean I didn't mind it that much when they would fight over me or get really close, but after they did all that I started to get a different kind of interest in them. And not just in a friend way, if you get my drift. Oh my gosh I'm never saying that again, in fact just forget I even said it.

Anyways today we were all planning to go look at houses. We wanted to move in as quick as possible so we could make it more home-ish and be more comfortable with the space. Of course are human wallet could go out and buy us a really nice house but I said no and that we should all pick one that feels like it could be home. Of course they agreed, who wouldn't?

But after the whole I like you thing going on I might not be able to do it. I don't know, I need help and I know just who to call.

Hopping up I grab my laptop off my desk and settle back in bed. Opening it up I put in my password which is BJD18. It's not something cheesy but it kinda is in a way, the BJD stands for the begining letters of the boy's names. The 18 is because well I'm 18 so ya. Getting back on track I click on Skype and FaceTime the people that can help me best.

*Ring* *Ring* *Rin- "What do you want I'm trying to get my beauty sleep here!"

"Oh be quiet I feel like she wouldn't have called us if it wasn't important." Brennan Frazier looked at me for confirmation. "Right?" Lillian Owens started raising her eyebrows at me thru the screen.

So Lynn moved away as soon as she could, away from her parents at least and Brennan offered her a place to stay. Of course Lynn being the person she is, said yes. After that Lynn and Brenn hit it off and have been dating since. Of course they knew each other before, you remember the whole running away from the Musketeers? Anyways the rest is kinda history. They live together and are happy, so I'm happy. It was a shock at first to everyone but in the end we were all happy for them.

Sighing I start explaining. "Yes it's important. I'm going to tell you what happened but you can't interrupt me or else I won't finish telling you, got it?" They nodded enthusiastically.

Shaking my head I continue. "Okay well they started acting weird a few days ago or maybe a week? I'm not sure, but they all looked like they were losing sleep and were always tired. I started to notice Bennett didn't cook as much, and then Jordan's jokes started to slowly stop, and Declan he stopped smiling really big like he use to. And the craziest thing happened. Jordan and Declan stopped fighting!" They both gasped and had their hands over their mouths.

"I know right!" I thru my hands up. "Anyways I started a conversation with Declan asking about Delilah and he smiled like he use to, I started to feel jealous- and I know what your thinking. Jealous of a baby, really?" They nodded confirming what I said. "Well I was used to making him smile like that and when I couldn't but the thought of Delilah could, it just made me feel like maybe I should just give up my feelings for him. For all of them really." Sighing I grab my pillow and I hug it to my chest.

"I guess I got lost in my thoughts because when I came to they were all staring at me asking if I was alright. Long story short I ran to the roof of the house and sat there waiting for them. When they got there I asked what was wrong, they told me and when it got to Jordan's turn to tell me he just said 'You'. Me not understand it at all looked to Declan and Bennett. They just said Jordan was right for once. Agh." I look at them to make sure their listening and not making out. Trust me, now there's a rule about it.

They were staring at me so I continued on. "*Sigh* Longer story short I snuck into their rooms when they were sleeping and asked them what they ment. They all told me they liked me! And now I don't know what to do because we're looking for house's today, but I don't know if I can handle it!" I was breathing fast now and had a feeling of wanting to cry.

"Okay breath. It's going to be okay." Lynn then looked at Brenn.

She sighed before getting a little more comfortable and then looked me in the eye. Well best she could since it was thru a screen.

"Honey they've always liked you and deep down you knew that. You just didn't want to lose that friendship. But what's the friendship worth if your in pain seeing them with other girl's and their in pain seeing you with other guy's?"

Lynn looked at her for a minute and blurted "Your right."

Brennan's head wipped to the side and she glared at Lynn. "What's that supposed to mean?" She basically growled.

Lynn looked at her and then at me. "Nothing! It ment nothing. We're talking about Noami here not us." She then looked at me.

Groaning I admit what I feel like "I just feel like a slut having feelings for all three of them." I slump on my bed and cover face with the pillow.

"Aww don't think like that." They said in unison.

"It's hard not too." I peek at the screen.

"Go look at houses with them trust me, okay. And then go look at college's, Okay?" Sitting up I start nodding.

"You'll be okay I know you will." I smiled at Brenn. "Thank you guys. I'll let you get back to bed, bye" I waved and stared closing the screen. But before the call ended Lynn screamed out "and get some sleep you look like the dead." I started laughing and putting my laptop on my night stand.

They were right I do need sleep. Yawning I lay down and let sleep consume me. Not aware of the slight opening of my door or the three ears listening in.