Taming The Arrogant Man (COMPLETED)

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My life was full of shit. I've become blind because of love. It made me become blind.

My world shuttered. And it also because of some trash called love. I chuckled.

Sobrang makapangyarihan talaga ng pagmamahal. It could eat your whole being.

It could give you the best drug of happiness and it could give you the worst phase of darkness.

The hell.

How can I start this?

I just remembered myself loving one girl named Janine Rosales.

I made her my world. My source of purpose. My reason to live.

Kaya nga nagawa kong isakripisyo pati ang buhay ko para sa kanya.

"Umalis ka dito. Ako nang bahala dito."

The words that regret I've said. I gave up my life for her but she gave up on me.

The taste of betrayal is really sucks. Kasing pait ng alak kapag una mo itong natikman. Masusuka ka. Pero kapag nasanay na ang katawan mo sa pait nito. You will think it was nothing more. Para bang namanhid na ang buong katawan ko at wala kanang pakialam kung ano pang iinumin mo.

But surely, you will hate the hang over. That damn pain that eating you up. Like you really want to die. Or too sleep. Na umaasa ka na baka bukas na wala na yung sakit nararamdaman mo.

Hanggang sa gumising ka nalang ulit na malalaman mong taksil ang alak.

Ang alak ay katulad ng pag mamahal. Taksil.

I gave up my life for her so that she could have her life. I gave up so much na wala nang natira para sa sarili ko.

"Inamin niya sa akin na siya ang pumatay kay Prof. Valdez." Umiiyak siya habang sinasabi niya ang katagang iyan.

Wala akong nagawa sa mga oras na iyan. Gustong gusto kong intindihin ang mga katagang sinabi niya pero kahit anong gawin ng utak ko ay hindi ko kayang intindihin.

Ang naintindihan ko lang ay taksil nga talaga ang pag mamahal.

Simulo noon ay nabuhay ako ng may puot sa buo kong pag katao. Parang kakambal na nang pangalan ko ang salitang poot.

I want get avenge.

I want to get even.

Gusto kong pahirapan ang babaeng naging dulot ng aking poot.

"Oo, si Janine Rosales. She's my bestfriend"
I chuckled upon hearing those words with a total stranger woman whom I saved last night.

A small world indeed. I dont care what other people feelings. I might as well use her.

I'll used her to get avenge. I'll used her to get what I want. But I regret it. Dapat pala ay hindi na siya madamay pa sa poot na mayroon ako.

That woman was an exemption to whatever rage I have.

"You are just using her to get me back?"

No.

Nagkakamali siya sa inaakala niya. Hindi ko ginagamit ang babae iyon para sa kanya. She was an exemption. Celine was an exemption to my rage.

If Janine's gave me darkness.

Celine gave me the glimpse of light.
The hope I always looking for. The light I was longing for.