Jaded /vkook/taekook/

70

Jungkook's phone continues to ring repeatedly as he lies in the bed of the hotel room he decided to get for the remainder of his stay in Seoul.

He knew that after he told Jongsuk that the older wouldn't want to see him anymore.

He wouldn't want him around anymore and Jungkook didn't blame him at all.

    "Hello?" He answers before the call rings out.

    "Hey, baby. Where are you?" Jongsuk asks worriedly. "I thought you said~"

    "I'm on the way." Jungkook says sitting up and grabbing the key to his rental. "I got held up in traffic."

    "Okay...what's wrong?" The older asks, deciphering Jungkook's tone easily.

The younger sighs, more tears pricking his eyes. "We have to talk, Jongsuk."

    "About what? What is it?" Jongsuk asks worriedly.

    "You're at your house right?" Jungkook asks walking out of his room.

"You're worrying me, Kook." The older says.

    "I know, I'm sorry." The younger says, taking a breath before speaking again. "I'll be there in a little bit and I'll explain everything."

    "Okay. See you in a little bit." Jongsuk says,worry still laced through his words. "I love you."

    "I love you too." Jungkook says, closing his eyes briefly as he steps onto the elevator.

The drive to Jongsuk's house is much shorter than Jungkook thought it would be and before he knows it he's sitting across from the older on a expensive couch avoiding eye contact.

    "What's wrong?" Jongsuk asks for the fourth time since they've sat down, Jungkook's silence eating him alive.

    "Last night I went out with Jin, Taehyung, and Jin's boyfriend Namjoon," The younger starts, keeping his eyes down. "we went to a bar near the hotel."

    "Yeah, you told me." The older nods, trying to figure out where the younger was going with this.

    "Everyone was drinking and we were having a good time but we drank more than we should have and Taehyung ended up having to take us each back to our room." Jungkook explains. "I said and did some things that I shouldn't have and...things happened that shouldn't have happened."

Jongsuk's eyebrows draw together as his expression changes. "What do you mean things happened? What things?"

The younger sighs, tears pricking his eyes. "I kissed him. He told me not to but I did anyway and after that I said things and things~"

    "You slept with him?" Jongsuk asks, his tone foreign to Jungkook.

    "I slept with him." He responds, looking up at Jongsuk with tearful eyes.

The older just stares at him as if he's waiting for him to tell him he's joking, that this wasn't real. "Are you serious?"

    "I know I fucked up, Jongsuk. And I~"

    "You said you were over him." Jongsuk says with narrowed eyes.

    "I wanted to be, I really did, but I can't get over him. I'm in love with him." Jungkook says honestly. "I can't help it, Suk~"

    "You said you loved me."

    "I do, I do love you."

Jongsuk stares at him in disbelief for another moment before standing from the couch.