Preachers Kid (Book 1)

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Chase Pov

"You have to come in with me" Logan say making me raise my eyebrow

I didn't mind supporting her but I had to question her "why"

"For my abortion. I have to have a driver" I must've did my ponytail too tight

"Abortion" I look at her "Logan"

"I'm pregnant" Logan say

"By Kham right" I ask

"Duh bitch. I'm not a hoe" Logan say

"I know but I need to know" I say "he takes care of Chance so, why are you getting an abortion"

I'm not one to judge but I need to know. As a friend it's my job to make sure she's making the right decision because once it happens it's no taking it back.

"I don't want a baby" Logan say "I don't even have a place to lay my head"

I scrunched my face up "as long as I'm alive Logan you'll never in your life be homeless. Don't let your current situation make a life changing decision like that. I'm not trying to change your mind but you need to make a decision you can live with"

"I might just forget about it. People get them all the time" Logan say

"I know people get them all the time but not people like you! Logan you always make things happen. I've never met someone so damn strong. If you go in there and terminate this pregnancy I'll still be here. It's going against everything I stand for but I'll still be here" I say

"You want me to keep this baby? How about you raise this baby like you own" Logan start crying "I don't want to kill my baby but Chase it's hard"

She was full on bawling. It was really hurting me that my friend was feeling like this

I pulled my sweater off. "I guess I can tell people I'm having twins" I place my hand on my bump

"Chase swear to God" Logan look at me

"I'm pregnant. I know you've noticed the weight. If I can keep this baby that was conceived from rape then you can keep the baby that was conceived from love" I say "we can do it together"

I started crying. This was the first time that I said it out loud. It sounds a little weird.

"Chase" Logan was lost for words

"I went through the whole let me get an abortion and keep it to myself. God did this for a reason. I'm not sure what the reason is yet but I know it's one" I say

"Chase" Logan repeat once again

I smiled. "Logan I am okay. I was going to kill myself at a point. The rape was really getting to me and everyone was treating me like a damn wounded cat. I started eating and eating so that I wouldn't think about it. I missed one period and the doctor told me it was normal because sex can do that sometimes. I started seeing the weight change and see I've been eating I didn't think too much but once I started getting tired from singing and dancing then I knew and I went to the clinic"

"Chase. I'm always here. You never call me" Logan say

"Abortion was the first thing that came across my mind. Go and get some money from the bank and make it happen" I say "but I couldn't do it"

"Why" Logan ask

"Taking my life would've sent me to hell but taking my life and my child's I would've been deeper than the pit" I say "God has always been on my side so why would I do him like that"