Why was it me tho?

looking for you....

Recap:I tried screaming again but nothing happened. I soon just stood there ashamed...

Jaden's pov: I heard a noice from one of the houses. I went closer but it soon got Quite.. I thought she could be in there but I guess she wasn't...

Jaden's pov: we tried looking for her. I felt like it was my fault because I gotten sick and didn't go with them... Maybe if I would have just went none of this wouldn't have happened...

Savannah and Parker asked me to stay the night so I did. It felt hella wierd because my Girlfriend wasn't here....

I couldn't take it anymore. I walked outside and walked to the park. I screamed and cryed.

Jaden:Natalie where are you!!!!!!

Jaden:COME BACK!!!!!!!

I feel to the ground and just cryed. Some security guards came to ask me if everything was okay. I explained and they put more workers to work. I went back to Natalie's house and just layed in bed. I soon realized how time flew.....

(save you some time it's been a month and they still haven't found her)

Griffin's pov:  it's basically been a month without Natalie.... Jaden has been losing his mind... I been working on trying my best to find her we all have. Savannah has been trying to help Jaden by doing therapy....

Jaden's been her son ever since Natalie left he stays at there place and just cry's all day or drinking or what ever.

Today  Anthony, Jaden and I  decided to go to Max's Grave....

At the graveyard....

Ant:Hey max it's me Anthony.... I wanted to say I hope our Angel is okay... It's been a month... If you could help us out and give us a sign....

Jaden:that would mean the world to us....

Griffin:I have faith and we would take anything you give us ....

Jaden:love your boys.... Amin...

We all leave and continued going on with life....

Natalie's pov: am in Arizona now .... I got used to the daily routine.... Wake up get hit and just hope I get something to eat....

There was once I didn't eat for 3 days... I haven't been in the best of shape.... Am hella skinny and I have bags under my eyes. I look scary.... I sometimes cry,but I can't cry in front of Roger or he would "Give me a reason to cry". I don't really know if I would live anymore.... I pray to uncle max that I will soon be able to go home ... But can't always get what you want......

(Skip a few years)

Roger:WHY ARE YOU CRYING?!?!?

Nat: BECAUSE ITS BEEN 19 YEARS SINCE UNCLE MAX'S HAS DIED!!!! IT WAS YOUR FAULT!!!!!

Roger:BOO HOO I DON'T CARE!!!!

He laughs and kicks you in the belly.

Roger:And for that your not eating today!

Nat:Noo please I haven't eaten in like 3 days....

Roger: should have thought about that!

He leaves and I just sit there on the ground. I hid a plate of cookies under my bed...
I move the blankets I sleep on(yes I sleep on the floor) and eat... It was my emergency stack... I grab my book and read... It's the same book I read the past 4 years..... The only thing I got....

Anthony's pov: it's been 4 years without my little sister.... To be honest we don't even know if she's alive at this point... Jaden gave up.... He's an alcoholic and always bring girl's here and there,but they never stay he always has Natalie's necklace on and her bracket and always had her as her home and look screen... He hasn't forgotten about her but he's just not into reality......