Why was it me tho?

part28

"week skip"

I've been absolutely scared. A baby a real human being that breaths. I can nearly survive Jaden! And you're telling me it's like having a Griffin,Jaden,payton and the other crackheads combined. Hell naw I could never I wanted a baby but not now. Just the thought of the needles and pain no sir I think I'll pass.

I've been walking around my room with Jaden who was sitting on the bed thinking.

Jaden:hey babe?...

Nat:what is it Jae?

Jaden:i know this isn't the time but....

Nat:yes?

Jaden:is a hot dog a sandwich?!?

I looked at him with a face ever so mean, without hesitation I snapped.

Nat:JADEN WE HAVE A BABY TO THINK ABOUT YOU DUMBASS!

Jaden:oop someone needs a nap!
He said getting up and walking to the restroom.

Nat:oh I think I do!
I said sarcastically.

I changed into something comfortable and got ready. I was going to see if a baby was actually inside of me.

Jaden:why is this such a bad thing all of a sudden?

Nat:it's not but it could be better?

Jaden:I hope you are then I have someone to play hide and seek with!

Nat:bitch that's why you got payton and Griffin!

Jaden:well Griffin is too hard headed!

I tried not to laugh because I knew it was true.

Nat:you know Jaden why don't you count the tree's?
I said to shut him up.

Jaden:but there's like millions of them!

Nat:too bad!

After about half an hour later we made it to the doctor. I snapped Jaden out of it and told him to follow me and to not get lost!

Jaden: I counted 4567 tree's maybe more but I took a nap!

I looked him dead in the eyes.

Nat:I'm sick of you!
I said giggling.

We walked in and filled out paperwork. I finished and turned it in to the front. She said it would take 10 minutes. I sat there with my bag looking around. I then realized that Jaden was sitting down where I last put him.

Nat:oh brother.....
I started to walk around and look down the hallways.

I soon got a call from Jaden.

** The call**

Jae:umm can you please help me ....

Nat:what is it now Jaden hossler?

Jae:umm I got lost.....

Nat: you don't think I noticed?

Jae:umm I'm on the 10th floor by the baby place thingy.

Nat:what? You have to be more explanatory than that!

Jae:yes yes! Where they bring the baby's after there born!

Nat:oh... Well I'm on my way we have 8 minutes to get there!

Jae:okay I'll be looking at the baby's!

Nat:okay bye Jaden

Jae:bye Ms.Gray!

Oh my God I swear I wanna murder Jaden but at the same time I want to live with Jaden. He's a little kid. He's basically my son not my boyfriend.

I always gatta watch what he does.
"Don't do this Jaden!"  "Don't do that!" I don't think I can deal with another one just yet.

Maybe if I let it be. I don't know I haven't thought about it. Jaden means the world to me and seeing him happy is all I want. I just don't want to take this big step and feel like I'm taking it on my own because if the way we all act.

And I can't always just rely on Anthony and Avani. I know they have things to do especially with the new baby. Griffin is with Dixie all the time and Charli and chase are always gone. I don't think I could trust Bryce since he's always out with Josh and Quinton.

I don't think "still softish" will be something I would want my child to know lmao.

I saw Jaden by the window his face by the glass looking at all the little baby's.

Jae:Look that one's name Jaden just like me!
He said pointing to a baby with blue eyes.

Nat:awww....

Jaden: Nat it wouldn't be that difficult to make my dream come true...

Nat:I know but we are always busy and I don't want things to come in each other's ways...

Jaden:they won't! We'll take time!
He said now facing me holding my hands.

Nat:Jae...

Jaden: well to bad because you are probably having my baby and if so that's ganna be a daddy's boy or girl!
He said with a little smile.

I smiled at how he was ready. At this point I just hope for the best and I hope we can all be happy on this end.

Jaden and I walked down to the doctors office and waited for 3 minutes before we went in.

Doctor:Well hello!

Jaden:hi!
He said with a cute smile.

Nat:hello!

Doctor:I'm doctor rose! I am happy to see what your guys little ride will be!

Jaden:same!

Nat:yup.

Doctor:so you guys came to see if Natalie is actually pregnant?

Jaden:yes!
He said

Doctor:well then come sit right here!.

Nat:well let's get this started.

After testing and looking for a baby we found a little blueberry in my stomach......

Jaden:that my baby.....

Nat:oh what have we gotten ourselves into God .....

Doctor:is this y'all's first child?...

Jaden shook his head...

Doctor:well I shall give you the pictures of your baby!

As she printed them out I had thoughts going in and out of my head.

You're not 17 anymore you are in your twenties. Relax it was going to happen sooner or later!? Right?

As she gave us the pictures and the book about babies I got up and cleaned myself.

Oh boy here comes another adventure.  When we got home we told everyone the news and they were all supportive. Thank God my mom and dad were easy on me.

I had the thought about how the actual fuck were we supposed to tell Jaden's parents?

Was I suppose to call and say you are having a grandkid goodbye.

I actually am scared I've never really met Jaden's family well all I can say is that this is going to be the best part. The memories we make. And I hope I can look back to this and laugh at my stupid mistakes....

TBC
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A/N: sorry I haven't really posted my family has been in and out of the hospital and I've been looking after a 2 year old with my brothers 😂 all I have to say is that I know a lot of people didn't want a baby but I promise I will make it fun and funny as possible and y'all can always leave me ideas I wouldn't mind taking some and giving y'all credit thanks and stay safe~your friendly crackhead 🤪