A Night to Remember

Weakness

So just like what I promise, here it is...UD dedicated to @JeniferSulayao
salamat sa pagfollow.😊❤

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Zelle POV

Katulad nga sinabi ko sa kanya, Drayn tried his very best not to talk to me. Yung nangyari kahapon ay parang malaking pader na humarang sa aming dalawa. Although he even tried talking to me again yesterday, but I just pretend that I'm not hearing him. I had enough of him. If hahayaan ko na naman yung sarili ko, then I just dragging my self into pain again. Pero bakit mas nasasaktan ata ako na ganto kami? Pinangatawanan niya na talaga na hindi ako kausapin. Kapag nagkakasalubong kami which is hindi naman namin maiwasan dito, siya na yung kusang umiiwas. This is what I want right? For him to stay away from me but what the hell why do I felt a throbbing pain in my heart everytime na magkakasalubong kami at mag-iiwasan?

The other Dude's keep on asking what happen to the both of us? We just shrug and tell nothing. Kahit si Eury tinatanong na din ako kung bakit di kami nag-uusap. I cannot tell the truth to my cousin because as far as I know, Drayn still courting her. And given that fact, I'm still hurting inside. I don't have the courage to tell her that I'm trying my best not to be attached to Drayn because I was afraid that I fall even harder. I already accept in myself that I'm damn attracted to Drayn and maybe just maybe that's the reason why I even give my virginity to him the night he can't even remember. Life sucks!! You like someone but that someone likes another one. Hindi ba pwedeng kapag gusto ko siya, gustuhin niya rin ako? Can he just cooperate? But Damn! I know its too much to ask. Hindi mo mapipilit ang taong may mahal ng iba para mahalin ka!

Hindi ko na rin madalas makita si Drayn sa bahay katulad ng dati. Nalalaman ko na lang kung saan siya nagpupunta kapag nag-uusap si Dylan at Zac. Ewan ko ba parang sinasadya nung dalawa na marinig ko yung pinag-uusapan nila. Pero atleast they're giving me an idea where is Drayn. Oo na!! hinahanap ko din yung presence niya syempre. Naging mabait naman talaga siya sa akin. I know she really cared for me, ako lang talaga yung unang umiwas para di na ko mahirapan. Saka alam ko mawawala din ito, masasanay din ako since bumabalik na kaming dalawa sa panahong di namin kilala ang isa't isa.

Lumabas ako ng garden dahil ilang araw ko ding hindi nadalaw yung mga halaman dun. Kaden also said that most of his cactus already bloomed kaya naman naexcite na ko.

Pagkarating ko dun, I excitedly take pictures of the cactus which are blooming with different colors of flowers. Naglibot-libot pa ko sa garden, still taking a pictures sa mga bulaklak. But one thing caught my attention.There's a new kinds of orchids added in the garden. Alam kong bago since never ko pa tong nakita dati. Lima yung bago if I'm not mistaken. As far as I know, its another kind of jacquelyn and vanda's since their color is very rare. These flowers added beauty even more in the garden. Maybe Kaden buy it since he's the one who like plants. But I think its a bit weird since he's into cactus not into other plants. Napansin ko din na parang bagong pintura yung paso. Napakunot-noo ko, para kasing may tinakpan lang na nakasulat dun kaya bagong pintura.

"Nandito ka pala Zelle" lumingon ako at nakita si Zac. Siya na yung madalas maiwan dito. Kahit kasi si Eury ang dalas ko na ding makita. Lagi nilang dahilan ay may inaasikaso sila kaya yun.

"Yup" sabi ko at tumingin ulit sa mga bulaklak.

"I didn't thought that Drayn would have a great taste in choosing this kind of orchids, they're beautiful right?" sabi niya at nakatingin din sa mga bulaklak.

But wait, did he mentioned Drayn's name. Drayn is the one who choose it. Napatingin ako kay Zac trying to know more.

"Why Zelle? You don't know?" sabi niya sa akin at ikinailing ko.

"Drayn buy that for you. Apology surprise niya daw sayo. He said that he hurt you by offending you by his words although he doesn't mean that. Akala ko pa naman na ipakita niya na sayo yan. He even write the  word "sorry" in each pot. Well I guess he already painted it to patch the letters" sabi niya sa akin.