A Night to Remember

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Like what I've promise😊.

ZELLE POV

After 2 days of staying at the hospital, were finally going home. A part of me is excited to go home coz this time I'll be with baby Sevvy.

Napatingin ulit ako sa kwartong pinagstayan ko. I can still feel the strange feeling I have when I stayed 2 days in that room. Its a strange feeling that someone is looking at me secretly. Its not creepy as what you think ah, its like I feel Drayn is here. I think he really visited me this last few days. Ewan ko ba pero hindi talaga ako naniniwala sa sinabi ni Zac na nandito si Drayn nung araw na nanganak ako kay baby Sevvy dahil kay Geneva. I can feel that the real reason is because of me. He wanted to see me. And I really don't know if it just my imagination or what but Drayn scent lingers on my room. As if he always stay whenever I'm asleep. I'm always dreaming about him saying how much he loves me and much he's sorry he is. But when I open my eyes, wala naman siya. Is it because I'm terribly missed him? I am hallucinating that I can feel his touch and kisses. I really don't know what to believe but I hope he really is. Would he came back for me? Would be this time could be our turn to be happy again? Coz Damn!! I can't help but to believe. I can't help my self to hope.

Is it another false hope again? Kasi ako asang-asa ako na babalik pa siya. Mas matimbang yung pagmamahal ko kaysa sa galit na nararamdaman ko sa kaniya. He hurted me a lot but I still love him.

I realize that even were apart, I feel my heart loving him even more. Instead of hating him it turns out loving him even more.

I missed him. I miss his presence, his smiles, his laugh everything about him. Its like loving him countless times. Mas lumalala lang habang tumatagal. I never thought my love for him would end like this. That I even fall harder everyday. That fall that instead of picking up my self I let my self to be drowned with it. Is it possible to love someone who hurt you the most? My answer would probably a yes! Hindi ka naman nagmamahal kung hindi ka nasasaktan. Sabi nga ni Eury Love and Pain comes in one package. You have to deal with the pain so you can gain the love you deserve.

I received a text from Eury, a very random one.

"Be happy Zelle!😊, its time already" I smiled instead of typing my reply. I'm trying to be happy. I'm trying my best to forget him and be happy with my life now. But every time I decided to move on, I can't even move a step forward. Maybe I'm really stuck with him. Stuck in loved with him forever and always.

As much as I want to forget the more I want to hold back. Its like a part of me saying not to give up. Because its the battle I need to win.

"Ready?" nakangiting tanong sa akin ni Daddy. He will be our driver for today together with mom. They are the one's who picks me at the hospital coz whoever would be? I'm hoping there's Drayn whom I'm with. Its not like na ayaw kong makasama sila Daddy but I want Drayn to be here. His presence is more than enough, that's all I need but I guess malabo atang mangyari yun.

I nodded as I entered the car, Mom assist me so I can enter properly buhat buhat ko din kasi si Baby Sevvy.

Dad started driving on our way back home habang ako binubusog ko ang sarili ko katitig kay Sevvy. He really looks Drayn, everything about her facial features looks like Drayn. She's the girl version of Drayn. Baby Sevvy started cooing and then a smiled formed on her lips. That smile that shows her lovely dimples. Even her dimples she got it from her Daddy. Ano na lang namana mo sa akin anak. Everytime I look at her the more she reminded me of her Dad. I wonder how Drayn would react once he saw our baby Sevvy. Is he going to cry, be surprise or with so much emotion I cannot describe. I want to witness those daddy and daughter moments they may have.

"I love you baby Sevvy like how much I love your Dad. I will love you both until my last breath." I whispered to her as if she would understand everything. I can't help but to be carried away with so much emotion that I became teary eyed.