My Mate's secrets (#Wattys2015)

Chapter 24

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 Roxxie's POV

 Pain.

Pain everywhere. That's all I felt when shifting. I didn't even feel Em pick me up because my body felt numb with all the pain. Once I shifted I was tired. Em helped me up on all four feet the nudged me forward.

'Come on, Roxxie. We need to do this so you can get used to it' Zuri told me.

'But I'm tired' I moaned at her.

'Try. You need to do this' she replied.

I tried. After a while I got the hang of it and some of my energy started to come back. I jogged around Em making her laugh. Everything looked different. I thought I'd see black and white but I saw colour. I smell nature and animals around me. I heard my mate, friends and family in the distance. All running around and screaming. My wolf whimpered at the wrong we felt through the mate bond.

This morning I woke up and Zuri was begging me for a run. The pain came straight after she begged. I ran out without waking Zac up. I heard em in the kitchen when I burst in I saw Will's parents and hesitated. A wave of pain went though me. I cut Em off and said that I need to shift. Luckily Em told Will's parents to go get out mates before I shifted in front of them. As much as we want too tell them we can't. They'll get hurt or worse.

I saw Em was feeling a bit down when she told me to go run so I told her to climb on my back. We had fun running through the woods. I constantly made sure that Em didn't fall off. We avoided patrols and early risers.

Shifting back was hard and painful but not like before. I missed being a wolf. After all the complaints, comments, excitement, relief of our friends and families, I was jumping for joy from all the excitement from my amazing morning.

Everyone was smiling at me as I went on and on about all the fun I had and things I saw, heard and smelled. They laughed every time I described the silliest things that happened. After breakfast Em and Will went upstairs. I just love these two lovebirds. I was busy chatting with the mothers of Will, Zac, kaiden and John. They are very cheerful and full of jokes. They are like my four new different parents. I miss mine.

I was beginning to get sleepy. I guess it's because of my shift and run. I guess it's because of my shift and run.

"Zac!" I screamed.

Being a love sick puppy he ran quickly to my side to see if I'm hurt or something.

"I'm tired! Carry me" I said yawning.

He chuckled then said, "Sure my love".

My heart skipped a beat and Zuri was jumping for joy inside my mind. He picked me up and carried me upstairs. He gently placed me on his comfortable bed and kisses my forehead. He started turning around and Zuri didn't like it at all. She came to the surface (kind of like control me and my body) and quickly grabbed Zac's arm. He turned around and looked into my eyes. I'm sure that they are turning black because my wolf is surfacing. My wolf whimpered.

"Zuri?" He asked.

I nodded and said, "Don't leave me."

He looked sad because I whimpered. He instantly dropped onto the bed in defeat. He went under the cover and pulled me into his chest. Now my wolf was happy that our mate isn't going. I slowly started drifting off to sleep with Zax running his fingers along my hair.

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I woke up with a huge headache and felt drowsy. I whimpered at the feeling. Zac's arms tightened around me but I didn't open my eyes.

"Roxxie what's wrong?" He asked.

I didn't respond and didn't open my eyes because I'm too tired. Too drained.

"Roxxie, please answer me. Open you eyes please. Look at me" he said with voice filled with worry.

It took me a while but I finally managed to open my eyes and everything looked blurry. I blinked a couple of times to clear my vision. I saw Zac looking all worried.

"Roxxie, what's wrong?" He asked again.

I opened my mouth but couldn't speak so I closed it and whimpered again. He started climbing out the bed but I grabbed him. I didn't want him to leave.

"Roxxie please. I'm going to get someone to help" he said.

I reluctantly let him go. He quickly left and came back with Jayden, Mike and Ash. Mike sat on the bed where Zac was. Wait Zac. I whimpered and Zac quickly came to my side. I managed to smile as Zac pulled me into his chest.

"She looks drained" Jayden said ruining the moment.

Yeah do you think it's because of the shift?" Ash asked.

"I think so" Mike said.

"Then what should we do?" Zac asked.

"She looks better when you are close to her" Jayden told Zac.

"Let's try something. Zac get out of bed" Mike said.

He went out the bed and I whimpered when my energy started fading like before. Zac quickly went to my side again hugging me saying he's sorry until I could open my eyes. His eyes were glossy from almost crying.

"Zac, don't cry" I said but u can barely call it a whisper.

"Roxxie are you ok?" Zac said, his voice full of regret.

"Don't cry" I said again.

"I said..." I cut him off by kissing him.

As soon as I did the boys left the room. I felt energized again. The kiss turned more passionate and I could move again. We eventually stopped because the need for oxygen was huge. We started into each others eyes with lust. I could see Zac is trying to control his wolf because his eyes are flickering black then back to his normal colour then black again.

"Zac, what's wrong?" I asked with voice back to normal.

"My wolf wants to mark you but I don't want to after what just happened" he replied.

Zuri's excitement flooded inside of me and I couldn't help but smile. She's such a happy, love sick puppy when it comes to our mate. I'm happy to have a wolf and this amazing mate for the rest of my life.

"Mark me, Zac" I said.

"But" Zac said.

"Please" I begged.

I could see his wolf trying to fight for control but Zac calmed him down. I begged him once again. I could tell he's going to give in to my pleas.

"Aggh! Fine" Zac said before attacking my neck with kisses.

I tried my best to hold my moans of pleasure in but once he hit the spot when he's going to mark it. His canines bit into my skin and pain came through but before I could cry out in pain, it turned into pleasure. When he finished I felt like jumping for joy because of all the energy I got. I guess Zac needed to mark me otherwise I loose all my energy and die