All of my past relationship-

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    Forget about that S peeps. it's not gonna happen- yet. lol.

     I actually am grateful to have gone through this relationship because it taught me a lot about the teenage guy mind. A lot (maybe not all, but a lot) of them are just looking for lust, not anything that will help them in the future.

     This actually is not about the guy I wrote about in my book For Him- we never really went steady. That guy just messed with my head a lot apparently, but that's okay.

     He asked me out on the last day of school. I guess that that was the first bad sign, because we'd been planning on hanging out all day long- but as soon as I said 'yes', he just disappeared. Then I got home from school and my mom told me about a guy she was trying to set me up with, I guess that was bad sign number two.

     Then some stuff went down and I kinda... disowned my sister for a while. We're still not on good terms- but it was on that day that I told my parents about me and my boyfriend. They were happy I'd told them, but I think that would've been bad sign number 3.

     Then, this story just makes me mad- even now. One day, my boyfriend kept talking about how excited he was to see me, because he'd been planning on seeing me for like a week. I got ready, I wore even wore eye shadow, which I hadn't done in a long, long time.

      ...he never showed up.

     I cried myself to sleep that night, I'd texted him over and over again telling him that if he didn't show up I was going to be livid... and why I stayed with him is a good question. I saw him a total of 2 times during our entire relationship, and the last time he ever hugged me was at Prom- before we started dating. 

     The next day he told me he was 'so sorry,' and that he 'didn't have internet to text me back'. I wouldn't take that. We had the same best friend and I knew that his mom had his number, and I told him that. He didn't like that.

      After we broke up he emailed me.

      He'd cheated on me twice.

      


A/N

     Tell me about your guys' crappy relationships! Lets RANT!!! I'm not too mad with this guy anymore, he's dated the same girl like 4 times now and he's one of my best friends still... though I did find out he planned on kissing me to get over his ex lol. These were the first two options that went through my mind when I found that out, what would you guys have done?

A:  been a good friend and let him kiss you

B:  been a good friend and slap him across the face, telling him he isn't thinking straight.

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