Undone

22 (Colby's Pov)

Jade shifted slowly, attempting to get closer to me, brushing against me harshly. I moaned into her mouth as we fought for dominance. I knew she wanted to be in control. And I wanted to let her, I really did. But I don't know how long I can let her without losing it. She shoved me back against the headboard and began rocking her hips again. Slowly this time. God, it was agonizing. Having Jade pressed against me, her hips meeting mine ever so slowly. I have to stay in control. She wants this and I'm going to give it to her. Kissing me forcefully, she pulled me to her. She applied more pressure with her hips, knowing that she was driving me insane. That sensation mixed with the feeling of her chest against mine. I was throbbing for her. My need for her was moments away from exploding. I groaned," Jade, I can't handle this much longer." She planted a soft kiss on my lips," Hold on a little longer, baby." Hope flared in my chest. Baby? That was the first time she's ever called me that. I could hold on for as long as she wanted if she called me that. The longing I felt for her was so intense. I wanted her so badly. And not in a sexual way. Okay, definitely in a sexual way. But I wanted every aspect of her in my life all the time. I wanted her laugh, her smile, her heart, all of it. No, I didn't want it, I needed it. I needed her. Without warning Jade lined us up and sat down. I moaned loudly as I felt her take me in. "F-fucking shit!" Locking eyes with me, a smirk covered her face. She raised herself up only to push her hips flush against mine, over and over. She felt so good around me, I already felt close to my high. A moan escaped my throat again, I wanted her to stay in control, but I needed her badly. "Faster, Jade." She whimpered, struggling to do as I said. My hands met her hips, guiding her up and down. My eyes screwed shut from the feeling. Jade rested her hands on my chest, easing herself up again. "I-I'm close."  "Me too."   She came down on my hard, and I came undone. I dug my nails into her skin, making her wince, as I gritted my teeth. Jade let out a string of curses as she orgasmed on top of me. She huddled close to me, wrapped her arms around my waist again. She looked gorgeous, her eyes were heavy which was adorable. "Why are you staring at me?" she asked through a yawn. "Cause you're gorgeous."  Jade rolled her eyes, but I could see a hint of a smile on her face. "Whatever, pretty boy. Do you wanna talk now?" "You think I'm pretty?" I asked sarcastically. She smacked my chest and laughed," Yeah. And it's a good thing you are, cause damn you're annoying." I chuckled, pulling her closer to me," Thanks." She glanced at the clock on my wall," If you wanna talk, we better start now. It's almost one and I'm going to fall asleep." She proved her point by letting out another yawn. I grimaced," We can talk in the morning." "Are you sure?" "Yeah, I am. It's going to take a while, since I haven't even thought about what to say." Her eyes searched mine, I prayed to God she didn't know I was freaking out on the inside. She must've seen the panic in my eyes, she reached up and pressed her palm to my cheek," Are you okay?" "I. . . don't know. It's just. . ." I didn't finish my sentence. I had never had a problem with telling a girl my feelings. I could easily just look at a girl and get her into bed with me. But, that's not what I was trying to do. I really liked Jade, and I hadn't had a girlfriend in so long, I didn't know how to tell her how I felt. "Don't do that to me, Colby. Please. I can tell there's something you're not telling me, there's no point in lying to me. And don't say that it's not a big deal, I know it is."  "I know, and I'm sorry. It's going to take while to explain and I know you're tired. We can wait." " You sure?" "Yeah, I'm sure." "Okay. Do you have something that I can wear to bed?"  "Yep, just go find something in my closet." I slipped on some boxers and my black sweatpants as Jade sifted through my shirts. She pulled on one of my old Take Chances shirt, a black one to be exact, and crawled back into bed with me. "Mm, you look good in my merch." She responded by kissing me softly," Goodnight." "Goodnight, babe." She snuggled up against me, and almost instantly her breathing slowed. I studied her face, tracing over her soft features, knowing that tomorrow was most likely the day our relationship would end. A sharp pain tore through my chest. I was going to miss her so much. I kissed her head softly," I love you. . ."

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