Undone

21 (Colby's Pov)

"I wish this could last forever." The sentence left my mouth before I could stop it. I really shouldn't have said that. I glanced up at Jade, she didn't seem to notice that I wasn't meaning this moment. Well, not entirely. I wanted her so badly. Not just her body, all of her. Everything. "Colby. Please?" She whimpered. My heart fell, I don't know what I wanted her to say only that that wasn't it. But shit, I couldn't control myself any longer. I slipped the condom on and pushed my lips against hers. Her lips had never tasted better. There was something different about this time. There was nothing between us. No rules, no holding back. Nothing. She kissed me back with such certainty, I was sure she was feeling the same way I was. Or maybe I just wanted to believe that.  I slowly entered her, watching her face carefully. Her eyes rolled back in her head, and that alone almost made me lose it. "You're so tight." I praised, pushing myself deeper. She arched her back, her bare chest touching mine. I had gotten so used to her body in my arms, the idea of her never being in them again was unfathomable. An aching feeling spread over me like a blanket. She would end this. She had never shown signs of having feelings for me, so what reason did she have for keeping this up? I shoved the thought out of my mind, distracted by the sounds coming out of her mouth. I can't think of that right now. I need to enjoy this while I have her. Without thinking, I snapped my hips forward. Jade's lips fell open and her eyes screwed shut. I loved having this affect on her. Her hands met my back, scoring me harshly. I gritted my teeth from the slight pain but kept up my pace. Electricity shot through my veins when Jade began sucking on my neck. "Fuck... Jade...." I felt her lips curve into a smirk. Her mouth was amazing... Pushing her hips up to meet mine, Jade whimpered into my neck, signaling that she was close. I was too, judging by the familiar tug in my lower stomach. I picked up my pace a bit, trying to send her over the edge. She nearly screamed when her high came. Profanities mixed with my name flowed from her lips as her orgasm tore though her body, causing her to shake beneath me. Watching her pushed me over the edge, my thrust became irregular as I moaned out Jade's name. I collapsed next to her, breathing heavily. "Colby.." "Yeah?" Jade's emerald eyes met mine as she wrapped her arms around my waist. She kissed me softly, her lips slowing molding into mine. "Thank you." "For what?" I asked, earning myself a glare. "I'm serious! I wanted it too, probably more that you. You don't have to thank me, Jade." "I know." She scooted closer to me, resting her head on my chest. I sighed. As much as I tried to enjoy this, the little voice in the back of my mind kept pestering me. Telling me that she didn't want me, that she didn't love me back. It didn't matter if I was in love with her, she didn't know. And I don't have the courage to tell her. I was too scared, terrified that she would reject me. Knowing her, she probably would. She was so adamant about us not breaking any of the rules, let alone falling for reach other. But here I was, literally in love with a girl I hardly knew.  In love with her? No, no, no. I only liked her a little bit. I was in love with the idea of her, of us. Right? "You're wrong, by the way." Jade said, her soft voice echoing in the soundless room. "About what?" "You wanting that more. You're wrong." "Am I?" She nodded before straddling me. A growl erupted out of my throat. An innocent look appeared in her eyes as she began rocking her hips. "Jade." I moaned. "Hm?" I grasped her hips harshly, making her gasp. "We need to talk. Remember?" Her eyes focused on mine. She leaned forward, stopping a whisper away from my lips. "That can wait can't it? Or do you need to talk that badly?" It couldn't wait and I knew it. But I told myself to enjoy this while I could. I glared at her. I couldn't say no to her, not while we were in this position, and she knew it. "It can wait." I spit out before grabbing her face and crashing out lips together.

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