I KNOW WHO I AM

Chapter 9 (Sweet as cotton candy)

We walk around silently. I keep looking at Oat, but he still doesn't bother to say anything. He just looking around and when his fan wants to take picture with him, he will treat them kindly. Actually there is a lot of people who look at me as if I'm an alien or something. Maybe they were just wondering who I am.

I starts to feel guilty. I mean, did I really hurts his feeling or something? Am I being too rude? I keep asking myself a lot of question.

"Urmmm, where is cotton candy? Don't they have any cotton candy? I kinda want to eat something sweet" I said as I was looking around. Actually, I don't really want to eat cotton candy, it's just my excuse so that I can talk something with him. It's weird when he is so silence. This is so unlike him.

"Follow me" he replied shortly. Then we go around the market until we found the cotton candy. When I was buying the cotton candy, he went to another stall.

I decided to buy two cotton candy. One for me and one for him. Well, maybe I could make him talk. Okay! I admit it! I want to apologize to him for whatever I did wrong. Even though I don't think I do anything wrong to him. Woman always right! Right? (Welp, not really Yan)

After I'm done, I walk to him and give him cotton candy that I bought.

"Here, for you" I said without looking at him. Don't blame me, I'm not good at apologizing.

"Don't want" He said and walk away.

I'm speechless. Did he just walk away from me? I chase him and block his way.

"What is going on with you? Why did you behave like this?" I ask furiously.

"....."

"Don't ignore me, I'm talking to you"

"I thought I'm not an important person for you? So there is no need for you to talk to me" He replied.

Ohhhh, so this is the reason. The reason for why he behave like this is just because before this I said that he is not an important person for me. I breathe deeply.

"I'm sorry okay. I didn't mean it"

"....."

"Come on, don't be like this. See, I already bought you a cotton candy. I don't even like eating sweets but I bought it to comfort you."

"....."

"I already admit my mistake, stop sulking already. Take this" I push the cotton candy to him.

He take the cotton candy and smile widely.

"I thought you will never try to comfort me. I'm not really offended by what you said, but I just want you to stop being rough to me. Although I'm an actor, I also a normal person who got feeling. You can't always treat me like that." He explained while playing with the cotton candy.

"Geez, okay, okay. I will try to treat you better. Now stop being childish and take this" I give him my cotton candy.

"But you already give me one"

"I don't like sweets, you can take both" I said as I walk pass by him.

"Then what do you like?" He ask me while eating the cotton candy.

"Something sour" I replied.

"This is sweet." He said while looking at me.

"Yeah I know, never heard cotton candy have spicy taste"

"Noo, I mean you. You are sweet"

I staggered by his sudden words. I look at him but he act as if there is nothing happened. I laugh awkwardly. Then we continue to walk around the market.

I take a lot of picture so that I can show it to my mom.

"Don't you want to take a picture with me?" he ask

"Nope"

He snatched my phone and open the front camera for a selfie.

"Smileeeee" he said and then take a photo of us. Then he take out his phone and take another selfie with me.

"Heyy you can't do whatever you like!" I protest. He stick his tongue and walk happily.

Tskk, he is so different from Harris. While Harris is so polite asking for permission to take a picture with me, he just snatched my phone and do whatever he like. Urghh, if it's not because of him, I can imagine myself walking with Harris happily right now.

After feeling satisfied with all the place that we got to see in the market, we decided to go back to the place that we promised to meet with the others. While walking, I starts a conversation so that we are not going to keep silent all the way.

"So, why are you decided to be an actor?"

"I don't know, maybe because I'm handsome?" He replied shamelessly.

Ahhhh, here we go again.... The silly Oat has back. I glare at him. He chuckled softly before continue to answer my question.

"Did you remember when Benz said that I also used to take degree in Film Production?"

I just nod.

"Well, I really like editing film and also producing film. But then, I started to think what if I'm the subject for the editing? Would it be fun to see someone do a lot of editing based on my figure? So, I try my luck and here I am. Oat Tanawat as an actor." He explained.

"Well, good for you. Even though I'm still wondering why would they hire you with that face of yours?" I said jokingly.

"Hey! I'm handsome, charming, a boyfriend material and also kind. What else do you want?" He replied playfully.

"Euwwwww, you are so full of yourself" I laugh.