I KNOW WHO I AM

CHAPTER 4 (YOU AGAIN??)

"Hello beautiful, ahhhh the sky is so bright today but the girl in front of me is so bright that I might be blind because of love" Said Sammy in the most dramatic ways.

Lara just rolled her eyes and walk pass by him. Sammy keep following her and make a signal to me that he want to sit beside Lara. I shake my head but unfortunately he already took place beside her.

"Yanna told me to sit beside you so we can have some time together!" Said Sammy.

I sigh and looking around to find any empty seat. Oh no, there is only one seat and that seat is beside my crush. I look around again, who knows someone would disappear and there might be another empty seat. Unfortunately, I have no luck. I walk slowly towards him and ask him if the seat is empty.

"Is this seat occupied?" I ask slowly. Told ya, when I'm with someone that I like, my voice is in very critical situation. I would talk very slow that other people may think I'm ignoring them.

He just nod and continue to look at the window. He is a president in the club that I join. I like the way he handle problem and how he can ensure all the people around him to trust him when he was given a certain task. His name is Harris. People always call him Harry. His skin is so fair that I'm embarrassed to compare my skin with his skin. My skin is darker than him, maybe because I always do outdoor activities and also I do a lot of part time job that require me to do all of the hard work without thinking about how my skin would look like.

I stop looking at him and take out my earphone to listen to my song.

"Did you have any favorite Thai song?" Harris suddenly ask me. I'm shocked!! Never thought that this day will come. Harris the most talented student a.k.a my crush, talk to me!

"Urmm, are you okay? Sorry to disturb you, you can continue to listen to your song." He said and continue looking to the window. I'm starting to wonder if there is anything interesting outside of the window.

"No..it's.. okay. No.. I .. I mean I have. Love Siren by Ice Paris and Pearwah" I stuttered. Wait! Since when did I stutter when I talk? Urghhhh, he might think that I'm weird.

"Nice song" He answered.

I just nod and keep blaming myself on why did I become so stupid and clumsy in front of him. Today we will visit the broadcasting station in Bangkok. Basically, this trip will help us to see how other they work and to ensure that we can get enough knowledge so that we can apply it to our job.

"Okay student, my name is Benz. I'm a person in charge here. I will assist you and bring you for a tour here. I remind you, please do not disturb all the worker here. If you have any question, don't hesitate to ask me okay?" P'Benz continue to show us all around the station.

The station is so big and all the workers there is so kind. We got to meet a lot of actor there. Well, I didn't know they were actor unless Lara told me. My mom might be the number one fan for any Thai drama, but I'm more into Korean drama.

"Yannnn! Look, did you know him? Uhhh forget it, you would not know. His name is Sunny! Oh gosh, he is so handsome! P'Benz! P'Benz! May I have Sunny's autograph? Pleasee naaaaa" Lara plead to P'Benz.

"I will ask him whether he is busy or not, if he said he is busy, we cannot disturb him okay?" P'Benz walk to Sunny and talk to him for a little bit.

Not long after that, Sunny come to us with his charming smile. Lara was squirming with happiness. I think she might faint after this. Other student also shouting loudly when Sunny walk to them. I didn't care much about him since I don't really adore any actor. I excused myself and ask P'Benz where the toilet is.

I walk through the station and trying my best to remember the direction that P'Benz told me. My bad, I'm not really good with direction. When, I still can't find the toilet. I look around and hoping that I found someone that I can ask for direction. Fortunately, I saw someone so I call him.

"Excuse me, may I know where is the toilet?" I ask him. His back is facing me so I didn't get to see his face yet. When he turn to me, I felt like my breath was stuck and my eyes nearly popped out. Lol, just kidding. But still, I'm really shocked with the person in front of me.

"YOUUU???" I said. He also seems shocked when he saw me, but then he smile at me. Oh noo, don't smile at me you pervert.

"Huhhhh, I want to find the toilet but the one that I found is just a pervert." I talk to myself and trying to walk pass by him. He stop me by pulling my bag.

"Oiiiii, what do you want? Before this you follow me around like a psycho and know you want to rob me? Go away you perv!" I kick his leg and run away. I could hear him groaning in pain before I disappear.

After that, I found the toilet and go back to my friends. P'Benz continue to explain all the process in the station. How all the department works and the process of editing before it can finally be released.

"Students, today is your lucky day. I want to introduce you guys to someone. You might know him since he is very famous. Before this he also take degree in Film Production but ended up being an actor. Hahahaha. If you have any question, you can ask him" P'Benz call the mysterious guys and let me told ya, my heart stop when I see that person. He is an actor?????

"Sa-Wa-Dee-Krup Students, my name is Oat." All the girls cheering for him and I'm the only one who feels like a dumb person. How can I not know that he is an actor? I saw him look around until his eyes meets mine. I avoid his eyes but I can still feel his gaze towards me. Dammit, he might be holding grudges towards me. I swear at myself.

When the Q&A session is over. Students was given a chance to take photos with P'Oat. I just sit at the corner of the wall and playing with my phone. When I was busy scrolling my IG. Suddenly someone stand in front of me. I just ignored that person because maybe he just want to stand there, but when he starts to clearing his throat for God knows how many times, I look up to him.

There, standing in front of me a famous actor who I thought he might be a pervert.