Day 32

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My depression is creeping back into my daily life,
As in I no longer feel inspired to do what I love
I want to write about my addiction to tik tok
Or these nails queen one gave me
Or even watching everyone play video games
Or this comedy show I watched on Netflix,
But all I can muster the energy for is a nap.
This quarantine is torture on my mind,
I miss everything and nothing all at once
I have ruined my sleep schedule 
I'm reminded of things I haven't thought of in so long,
I am tired, in all the ways you could think of
With the exception of how I'm supposed to be.
I crave freedom from my home but don't want to leave my bed
I guess depression is weird like that,
It makes me numb to things that bring me joy
Which doesn't mean I'm sad,
It just means I don't see the point of trying.
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Thursday, April 16th, 2020 (32nd day of quarantine because of COVID-19)

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