Day 87

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My dear I have been lying,
To myself and everyone else
The truth is, I do miss you
I am more heartbroken then I let on,
It has been over a month since we split
And I think I have been in denial,
Because it is beginning to hit me
That while I may not be in love with you 
I certainly do love you,
And I am so lonely without you
Even though we never talked,
Without you, I feel so alone
Like a wallowing pit of nothingness 
And I am stuck in the universe of the void,
I know breaking up was what you needed
And for that, I’ll never regret it,
But I miss you
And I just want one more coffee shop day,
Where we went to our favorite cafe
Got the same thing as we always did,
I want one more stupid conversation
With us both laughing way too much,
I want one more goodbye kiss
And one more hug,
One last good memory of the two of us
Before any of this happened,
Before any of this was a possibility.
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Wednesday, June 10th (87th day of quarantine because of COVID-19)

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