Day 41

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Sometimes I hate my self assigned homework
I feel no interest in writing these poems 
So I write a list of things I did and write it the next day,
On the 25th of April, I wrote:
GROCERY STORE
ANNIVERSARY 
WATCHED PRINCESS
SICK FEELING 
DARK THOUGHTS
BLAMING ONESELF
SLEEP NEEDED
Does it all make sense?
Mostly to me,
I’m unsure of what blaming oneself refers to honestly,
I blame myself for many things,
Most things.
However, the rest is about:
I ventured into the grocery store with Queen 1
Do not fret,
I was armed with a mask
And my hands rarely left my pockets
At the car, we had hand sanitizer waiting for us,
Today marked Queen one and her King’s fourth-year together
So I watched their princess free of charge
Dinner was sublime as always when Queen 1 cooks
I overate and felt ill
Dark thoughts plagued my mind 
As they do most nights,
Doesn't help with how alone I feel after the breakup,
We have covered I’m unsure of what is exactly my fault
I have no doubt however that I’m to blame
And I need sleep as I always need sleep,
Though after typing that I slept for ten and a half hours
So that my dears was my 41st day of quarantine
Written a day late
But it’s all the same 
Plus who really pays to time during quarantine
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Saturday, April 25th, 2020 (41st day of quarantine because of COVID-19)

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