Today I mentally snapped
I couldn't function right
Maybe it’s because I got two hours of sleep
But I also feel like this has been building up
And maybe I’m going crazy
Honestly, I can't tell what's sane and what's not
Today was hard
I couldn't even cope with my feelings by writing
And I feel awkward scrolling around my family
Then there's Queen 2,
Who claims me to be disrespectful
No matter what I do
And I am made to apologize
Even when I do not believe I’m in the wrong
And they think Queen 2 and I will grow close
But if things are still like this come next year
When I move she won't be part of it
She may know where I live,
And come over on holidays,
But I won't call her to just check-in
And I won’t have her over on a whim
I am sick of being demanded to trust someone
Who refuse to show me an ounce of it
Respect and trust go both ways
And to so blatantly refuse to trust me
Than demand, I tell her my secrets
Because of what?
She’s one of my guardians?
Everyone has a right to their own secrets
It does not matter someone’s age
No one has the right to demand otherwise,
You don't get to try to force it out of someone
And that doesn't mean pry until they tell you
When and if they trust you they will tell you
And as I do not trust her with this secret
I will not be telling her,
Seems pretty simple to me.
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Sunday, May, 3rd (49th day of quarantine because of COVID-19)
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Daily Quarantine Poetry
PoetryI have decided to write a poem a day describing how I am feeling, what I did that day, and/or my main thoughts revolving the day for the duration of my quarantine. This will go through a world win of emotions and there will probably just be straight...
