Day 35

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Anxiety is someone I have known forever
Despite that we are not exactly friends,
Yet he knows everything about me
He's that one guy you've known your whole life
Who calls himself your best friend
Despite the fact he only thrives when you suffer
He is toxic and I have begged him to leave me
But he uses our history as an excuse to stay,
During this isolation he has made his presence known
I hate him with all my soul
He takes over my mind and body
He makes me feel like everything is ending,
And I'm the only one that can save it but he won't tell me how.
He poisons my mind against my friends
Tells me they all despise the ground I walk on,
And I often find myself believing him
Especially during this isolation,
As everyone has a bad mental right now
He is the only thing I'm in constant contact with
And I fucking hate him.
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Sunday, April 19th, 2020 (35th day of quarantine because of COVID-19)

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