Emotions

chapter 18 ♥

We all entered inside the car with the exact same position as when we were coming to the mall. Me in the passenger seat while Sophie and Alex in the backseat

Even though everything's been cleared out, the tension in the car was still undeniable. Sophie cuddled into alex, not wanting to let him go even for a second while alex just ran his hands through her beautiful blonde hair, looking deep in thought

David on the other hand, had his eyes set on the road and it also looks like there is something going through his head

I just stared outside the window as different emotions flooded my mind, but the most evident one was guilt. Looking at sophie even fueled it the more.

I wonder if Alex feels guilty. I really doubt it though, because sometimes i would catch him looking at me with so much hunger and lust, making me extra needy of him.

When David pulled up at Alex's apartment, Sophie decided that it would be best if she stays with Alex for the rest of the day to help him through his 'difficult' time. If only she knew that it was just a stupid lie.

By the time we reached my apartment, it was already ten minutes past seven. David quickly opened the passenger door for me and I stepped out with a little smile

"Thanks for coming again and I'm sorry I kinda ruined things" I said in a soft voice

"Shhh don't say that, it's not your fault and I still had a good time though, the movie was really interesting" he tried to make me feel better but it wasn't really helping at all

I nodded as I fumbled with my fingers, I kept my head down and in that moment I felt like a shy highschool girl in the presence of her college lover. Yeah I know that sounds a bit weird but I don't know any other way to explain the situation.

We just stood there in a kind of awkward silence and when I finally had the guts to look at him, I was shocked to see him leaning in for a kiss

I remained still, and in seconds his lips was on mine. He started kissing me and I had no choice but to kiss him back. I didn't want to push him away, I know it would hurt him and that was the last thing I wanted. I don't want to hurt him, david is a really good guy.

Maybe I should give him a chance. Who knows, he might be all I need to forget about Alex.

He pulled away and looked deeply into my eyes as I did the same. I was still shocked that he kissed me though.

"How about you come to my house tomorrow and we can spend sometime together" he paused, probably because he saw the hesitance in my eyes but continued nonetheless "we won't do anything you're not comfortable with Mandy, I promise" he checked the pocket of his jean and brought out a paper that I'm guessing contains his home address

I took the paper and flashed him a smile "sounds perfect"

"Thanks" he held both side of my face and pressed a tender kiss to my forehead "you should get some sleep"

He walked me to my front door and gave me a hug. I entered inside my apartment and watched through the window as he drove away

I sighed deeply as i entered the kitchen to grab a bottle of water. Today was indeed eventful

I brought my right hand up to my lips as I remembered the me and David's kiss. It was nothing like the time when I kissed Alex.

It just felt so empty and normal, I couldn't feel the sparks. With Alex, I could feel something, I don't even know how to explain it.

Maybe it's because it was first kiss with him that's why it felt that way. I really need to stop thinking about Alex, he has a girlfriend and she apparently turns out to be my Bestie

I dumbed the empty bottle in the trash can and went upstairs to my bedroom. I took off my clothes, wiped my make up and put on my comfy pajamas

Thoughts about what alex and sophie are currently doing flashed into my mind, but I couldn't dwell on it for long before sleep whisked me away

I'm so sorry guys, I know this is an extremely short chapter but I had to wake up in the middle of the night to upload and I'm kinda having problems with my keypad..but I promise I'll make it up to you in the next chapter. Thanks for reading, please vote and drop your comments. Don't forget to follow me, baby505baby is my name. Thank you so much..I love you guys..

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