This is a romantic novel about a young girl who just finished college and was looking forward to a perfect life with a perfect husband but that was until she found out that her best friend is actually dating the guy she's been crushing on throughout...
It's been a week since the short vacation that we took to Sophie's beach house and I'm ready to break things off with david for good.
I know he'll be heartbroken but I think it's the right thing to do. Alex is also gonna break up with sophie and we can finally be together without fear.
I already called david to meet me at the coffee shop close to my house and I'm currently searching for something to wear.
I settled for a black off the shoulder long sleeved crop top and a short denim skirt. I topped it off with a pair of black knickers.
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When I was sure that I looked at least presentable, I headed out. I was nervous as fuck and decided to order a vanilla milkshake to help calm my raging nerves.
When he showed up with a bright smile plastered on his face, I almost wanted to abort my plans of breaking up with him but I quickly changed my mind. It was for the best. I hope.
We had small talks and I kept beating around the bush because I still couldn't bring myself to do it.
"Talk to me Amanda, what's the problem. Why'd you really ask me to come" he took my hand that was resting on the table and gave it a reassuring squeeze.
I took a deep breath and readied myself. "I-I think..umm..maybe we should umm..b-break up"
I looked at everywhere but him, I couldn't see the look of hurt on his face. I'd probably die of guilt. I shouldn't have even agreed to be his girlfriend in the first place, that way the hurt would've been less.
He was silent for a while but when he spoke, his voice was silent but full of hurt. "Why" he simply asked.
"I-I..we're not good together, you deserve someone better-"
"You love someone else don't you" he looked at me with so much intensity. "Hell you never even loved me, did you. And that's why you couldn't have sex with me, right?" he was upset now and I could tell he was trying really hard to keep calm.
I nodded without looking at him. He was silent for a while and I thought he didn't see me when I nodded but it turned out I was wrong when I heard his hurt voice.
"Then why'd you agree to date me, you could've said no"
I looked at him in the eyes for the first time since I broke the news to him and I saw that his eyes were red and he was trying hard not to let the tears fall. Damn, I really hurt him.
"I didn't wanna hurt your feelings, I'm-"
He scoffed, cutting me off mid sentence. "And you think I'm not hurt now"
"I know-"
"I'm just gonna go now" he stood up and left without another word. I didn't try to stop him because I know he needed time to process everything. I just hope he comes around, I'd hate to end things off on a bad note.
I went home after taking a little walk to clear my head. I ordered Chinese because I was too lazy and emotionally exhausted to cook. After my dinner, I talked with alex and he cheered me up a little. I took a shower and immediately went to bed.
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I woke up to a loud banging on my front door. I checked the time on my phone to see that it was only eight forty five a.m. Who the fuck bangs on someone's door at eight forty fucking five in the morning.
I got up from bed with anger radiating off me, ready to kill whoever the fuck is out there. One thing I totally hate is being woken up from my sleep.
I opened the door to find a furious looking Sophia. "What the fuck sophie, it's only eight forty five"
She pushed passed me with so much force, making me stumble back a bit. I closed the door and looked at her with my arms crossed waiting for an explanation.
"Why did you break up with david" she looked furious but honestly I couldn't give two fucks.
"That's the fucking reason why you came banging at my door so early?" I scoffed.
She looked ready to burst now. "What the hell has gotten into you, david is completely broken. He loved you so much and you just broke up with him out of the blue. Why the hell would you do that"
"It wasn't working out. I never even loved him"
"Then why the hell did you agree to date him Amanda?" She glared at me.
"Because of you. You were the reason why I agreed to date him. You wouldn't get off my fucking back about getting a boyfriend, what the fuck was I supposed to do. You acted like being single was the worst thing on earth, so yeah, I said yes to get you off my fucking back. I never loved him"
She looked shell shocked after my outburst. It was written all over her face how surprised she was. "So now you're blaming it on me. Wow Amanda, that is so low of you. If you had told me you didn't like him from the beginning, I would've never forced you" she was calm now and her voice was low.
I shook my head and laughed slightly. "Yeah, I never expected you to take the blame for your own actions. Especially when your ego is the size of your head. Our royal majesty is always right and perfect, I'm sorry for blaming you" I bowed slightly, sarcasm was clear in my actions and words. But I continued. "I'm going to bed, the door is opened for you to leave and I suggest you do" I walked passed her, heading to my room, but not before I caught the shocked and hurt expression on her face. I also saw a little bit of guilt.
Few minutes later, I heard the sound of my front door closing harshly. I finally decided to let the tears fall. I'm a freaking mess and I'm pushing everyone away from me. I lost david who would have been a really good friend if circumstances were different and now I probably lost my only best friend.
I walked to the mirror and looked at how pathetic I am. I'm nothing. I do nothing but push everyone away from me. I raised my right fist and punched the mirror with all my strength, shattering it completely.
I went to sit on my bed and cried my eyes out, ignoring the deathly pain on my hand and the blood that was now dripping on the sheets. I cried my eyes out, with only one thought in mind. I'm nothing but a mess.
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