I reluctantly got up from my comfy bed with a huge yawn as I stretched my aching bones. I really just wanna sleep for the rest of the day but I have no choice but to get ready for my date. If you could call it that.
I picked up my phone from the bedstand and checked the time. Eleven forty five, damn was I that exhausted last night.
With a sigh I left my bedroom to go make myself some breakfast.
I decided to go for some scrambled eggs and toast, as I was not really in the mood to make any special food for breakfast
While preparing my meal, my mind drifted off to what me and David were gonna do together.
Oh my god.
I can't have sex with him, I haven't even had sex before I sure as hell don't want to give my virginity to david
I mean don't get me wrong, David is a decent guy and all but I really don't see myself having a future with him.
And I know you probably might be wondering why??..well these are my reasons
He's way too nice and decent.
He doesn't look like the extremely romantic type
He's way too serious and I'm sure he barely have fun or go to parties
And I think..no, not even think..I know as hell he's definitely not good in bed
Yeah I know that sounds slutty but hey I can't get married to a guy who cums twice before I do or maybe sometimes I would even have to masturbate to get my damn release.
Oh well, I really just want this date to be over so I could have my peace.
Why the fuck did I even say yes to this date in the first place when I could've just turned him down and simply say I have a job interview or maybe I have to go visit the orphanage. Nahh, I think the job interview would've been better
Wait, I don't even know this guy too well. What if he tries to rape me. Yeah I know he looks decent and all, but maybe it could be pretence.
I've heard of stories where the guy acts to be all nice and innocent and then invites the girl over and gets his way with her. What if david is just like that, what if he just wants to have his way with me.
Common Mandy don't be stupid, David would never try to rape you. And besides you have your phone to call Sophie or even 911 if things get out of control. I tried my best to reassure myself that everything is gonna be okay.
After having my breakfast and watching a few movies I made my way to my bathroom to have a relaxing anythingI haven't heard from sophie since yesterday, Maybe I should call her. Nope that would be a bad idea, I really don't wanna interrupt anything
After making sure that my body is clean and well shaved, just in case of anything, I made my way to my bedroom and dried myself with my white fluffy towel
I opened my closet and stood at the door as I lightly tapped my chin, thinking of what to wear.
Sophie usually helped me out with my outfit, but I guess I would have to make do without her today.
With a sigh, I brought out a yellow cropped hoodie and a black leggings. I put the clothes on a looked at myself in the mirror. It's not so bad, the leggings hugged my butt and did a good job in bringing out my little curves. I paired it up with my black knickers
The outfit wasn't much but I liked it. I wasn't really going for much anyway, I just wanted something that isn't too much and wouldn't being much attention. I hate it when people stare at me, it makes me nervous and I could literally pass out because of it. So all my life I always tried my best to just be normal so I wouldn't get too much attention and my petite frame has also really helped a lot.I blow dried my hair and tied it into a loosed pony tail. I put a little lipstick on my lips and applied a faint blush on my cheeks. I've been told that it really suits me, so I add it to my looks sometimes.
I sprayed perfume all over my body and put a few things inside my purse as well as his home address. I took a look at the time in my phone and it showed two fifty four.
I texted him that i was on my way as I quickly rushed out of my apartment so that I wouldn't miss the bus. It would be really rude if I showed up late.
You probably might be wondering why I didn't just use my car, well I don't have a car. And it's not because I can't afford it, because I could easily get myself a decent job, save up and get myself a good car. But the problem is I get really scared of driving and don't you dare call me a chicken. Okay yeah, I might be a little bit of a chicken, but don't say it.
Well the thing is, when I sit behind the wheels I feel tensed and my palm becomes all sweaty and all. Sophie tried to teach me a lot of times but I guess you can only force the horse to the river but you can't force it to drink water. Yeah that saying exists.
And sometimes I really keep wondering how a person can decide to drive, when just one wrong move you could loose control, get into a huge accident and maybe even loose your life. Sometimes it's not even you who looses control, sometimes it's a stupid drunk driver that just crashes into you and boom, you die and the driver lives. Yeah I know, life is so unfair.
But hey I'm not trying to discourage the people who have the heart to drive, so don't stop driving. But as for me i sometimes prefer walking to even getting in a taxi, because come to think of it, walking is kinda safe ya know.
I finally reached the bus stop and thankfully, I wasn't late. The bus started moving and plugged in my headphone as I let my mind drift off.
Hey guys what do you think of this chapter, hmm it's kinda getting intense. Do you think amanda is gonna fall for david and forget about all her fantasises with Alex or will things just get more sloppier. Well trust me the drama is just around the corner so stick with me and let's find out. Thanks for reading, please vote and comment. I love you guys. Don't forget to follow me baby505baby is my name. Thanks..
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