Emotions

chapter 29 ♥

It's been two days since my fight with Sophia and it's been nothing but awful. I couldn't stop crying my eyes out, not even for a second

My apartment was nothing but a mess, used tissues were scattered everywhere, pizza boxes were all over the floor and coffee table. Empty soda cans were also on the floor

I've been watching keeping up with the kardashians non stop. I wasn't really paying attention to the show though because my mind was all over the place.

That was the first fight I've ever had with sophie, yes we have normal petty arguments but nothing this serious. It feels like I'm dying silently.

Alex tried calling me a few times but I didn't pick. I don't wanna talk to anyone. I can't believe I lost my best friend, she has always been there for me when I needed her the most.

I know I could easily just pick up my damn phone and call her, tell her I'm sorry and I didn't mean those harsh words I said to her. But my stupid ego was too big.

I heard the sound of my door bell but I ignored it. I don't know who's out there and I really don't care to know, I just wanna be alone.

The ringing continued so I gave up and lifelessly walked to the door. I'm so gonna kill whoever is out there.

To my greatest surprise, Sophia stood there looking nervous and out of place. She had bags under her eyes and it was clear she hadn't gotten any good sleep just like me.

She was wearing a skinny jean and whit hoodie that looked too big for her.

Before I could even say two words, she lunged herself at me and started sobbing. I hugged her back as I closed my eyes tight. I missed her so much.

Sophie's always the vulnerable one when it comes to people she loves so I'm not surprised at her sudden out burst.

"Hey it's fine, let's go in and talk" I pulled away from the hug and closed the door as she made her way to the couch.

I sat next to her and for about five minutes, we were both silent not saying a thing.

She immediately turned to me with teary eyes and I felt my heart break. I guess this fight got to her more than I thought.

"I'm so sorry Amanda, you were right about what you said, I try to boss you around all the time and I'm so sorry..please forgive me, I hate fighting with you"

"No, I was wrong, and I'm so sorry for the things I said. I shouldn't have put the blame on you" I immediately hugged her and I felt relieved.

She pulled away and wiped the tears  on her cheeks before speaking. "Can we just move past this, I want to forget everything that happened"

"Of course" I blurted out quickly

She looked around my living room and laughed lightly. "Wow, this place is a mess"

"Yeah I know, I was too stuck up in my own world to do anything about it" I accessed my living room again.

"How about you go take a shower. I'll help you clean up and we can go grab something to eat after" she suggested with a light smile

"Hmm, is that your way of telling me I stink" I pouted jokingly.

She shrugged. "Sort of"

I laughed but obeyed nonetheless.

I took a nice shower and I finally felt refreshed, I'm so glad we worked things out.

After my shower, I took out a simple white gown that ended mid thigh from my closet and put it on.