Will you still be mine?

Chapter 8 - Depression

*non proofread*

Ash POV

What is PTSD? I didn't know its meaning until I was diagnosed with a mild depression. I thought I will be the last person on earth to have been diagnosed with this defect... why? What is happening to me? Why I have those weird nightmares and headache?

Tiffany:"Ash?... Ash Bishop..." she slowly shakes me.

Ash:"What?" I look at her with a blanked face.

Tiffany:"You have zoned out. What are you thinking inside that brain of yours? You can tell me anything, you know right?" she smiled and looked straight to my eyes, trying to decipher what I am thinking.

Tiffany is the therapist currently handling my case. She has big green eyes, long brown hair, with the perfect body shape and tall but still shorter than me. She is 5 years older than me and she looks hot! She has mesmerized eyes as her but is not the same as hers. I zoned out again thinking about the blonde girl with emerald bluish eye.

Tiffany:"Ash..." she shakes me again.

Ash:"Ya YES?" I look at her again.

Tiffany:"If you keep zoning out when I am in conversation with you during the therapy, we might need longer hours to finish the course and you will need to take longer time before I can clear you back for work. You know that right?" she said and I give her a faked smile.

Ash:"Yes I understand and I am sorry because I got distracted by a pair of mesmerizing eyes in-front of me" I said while her cheek turned bit pinkish.

Tiffany:"Are you trying to hit on me?" she asked while I smirked at her, checking the time on my watch then stood up walking towards the door.

Ash:"Maybe yes, Maybe no... I let you know in our next appointment doc" I winked at her then I walked out of the room.

*buzz buzz*

Ash:"Hey... yes I have just finished my session for today and I am on my way to the subway...Okay see you in a short while and be careful." I ended the call, put my phone back into my pants and walked towards the subway.

Since is almost lunch time, everyone is waiting patiently for the train to arrive. I noticed someone is peaking at me every once in a while. He is wearing a black sweat pants and a black jumper. Wearing spectacles and carrying a backpack. I guess he is just one of those students waiting for the train. I got up the train when it arrives after the door open. I sat nearby the door so I can get off the train faster once it reach my destination. *beeep beeep beeep* suddenly an old lady trying to come into the train while the door is closing. I rushed over and grabbed her arm and pulled her in as fast I can and let her sit at my place. She looks shocked due to what just I did.

Ash:"I am sorry to startle you but is very dangerous to get into the train while the doors are closing mam. Hope you don't mind what I did just now because I don't want you to get hurt or fell off the train" I gave her an apologetic look. She then looked at me and gave me a genuine smile.

Old lady:"Thank you young lady. I am rushing to pick up my granddaughter that's why I got panic when the train's door is closing...luckily you are here else I don't think I can get in this train and reach on time or I might even get hurt just now." she explained while I smiled at her.

Ash:"You are most welcome mam but please don't try this again in near future. It is really very dangerous. Many things will happen without giving you advance notices. Just be careful next time, okay?" I informed her and she took my hand and said thank you.

Old lady:"Thank you and have a blessed day young lady" she said and I nodded then since I am going down the next station, I walked off the train and waved goodbye to the old lady.