Will you still be mine?

Chapter 32 - I am Back

*non proofread*

Vivian POV

I woke up feeling cold due to the blanket covering me had dropped onto the floor. I then looked around and saw Jamie curled up alone with a blanket covering her but Ash was nowhere to be found. I stood up and stretched myself then slowly walked into the kitchen and saw Ash busy cutting some vegetables with her back facing me. I walked towards her and hugged her from behind.

Vivian:"Morning... What are you making?" I asked while resting my head on her shoulder.

Ash:"Morning to you too.... I am making chicken sandwich" she said slowly cutting the chicken meat, tomatoes, lettuce, and cucumber into slices then adding in the mayonnaise.

Vivian:"Looks yummy... By the way, are you okay?" I asked while she let out a small sighed.

Ash:"What do you mean?" she asked while putting the bread slice at the top and bottom.

Vivian:"You know what I am referring to and I know that you are not that okay so don't try to change the topic" I asked with a stern voice.

Ash:"What you want me to say?" she asked then put the sandwich onto the plates then turned around looking at me.

Vivian:"How are you feeling inside here" I said pointing at her heart.

Ash:"Viv..." she said with a frowned. "I-... " she sighed then moved away from me, put the plate of sandwiches onto the table top and stored them inside a Tupperware then closed it.

Vivian:"Tell me, please. Don't keep everything inside as is not healthy. You need to release everything out by telling people IF you don't want to tell me" I said looking at her with a sad face.

Ash:'Viv, is not that. You know how much you and Jamie meant to me right? I-I just don't know what to say or express what I want to say. Is like I believe her and not those rumors from the Internet and I know very well that she loves me too but then there is a sting in my heart and I don't know why" she said.

Vivian:"Your heart feel sting because your brain technically believes her but just your heart don't feel good from seeing that picture of her with another guy. This is normal Ash. You should feel uneasy looking at something like that. I am actually glad you at least fell something rather than feel nothing. It really scares me yesterday when you show no reaction or expression after seeing that photo" I said.

Ash:"I am just trying to be calm. I know that photo might be photo-shop but it still stings my heart after looking at it. That is why I don't show you guys anything because I don't want to make any fuss for something which is has not been clarified by Christina and the rest. I told her that I only believe what I see, what she or the girls said because they are together and I know she loves me as much as I love her. So, for me being sad for something like that isn't worth it and I feel stupid for my heart to ache" she said looking at me.

Vivian:"Well, you are not stupid. You are just deep in love with Ms. Christina Wolfe and are totally whipped" I said and chuckled.

Ash:"Ya, very funny for making a joke out of this and me as your best friend. So nice of you" she said rolling her eyes.

Vivian:"Well, you love me so that is my job to love you back my own way" I said then walked towards the bathroom to refresh myself.

After 10 minutes, I walked out from the bathroom and saw Jamie stood up from the couch and walked into the bathroom while Ash is busy pouring some orange juice for us in the kitchen. I then walked into the kitchen and sat next to her.

Ash:"I need to really get a new phone because I need to talk to Christina. I miss her especially after that news" she said looking at me.

Vivian:"Okay. Maybe after breakfast, Jamie and I can bring you to the nearest phone store so you can get a new phone and drop you back your office. I bet Jonathan and your team will be shocked to see you back in 1 piece" I said while biting on the sandwich.