Will you still be mine?

Chapter 15 - Insecurity

*non proofread*

Christina POV

I woke up by the sound of my alarm at 8am. I stretched my body a bit then slowly sit up by the side of the hotel bed. The memories of what happened flashed back in my head. Why did I said that to her? I am pretty sure she loves me but why am I so dumb and asked her whether is she cheating on me? I can feel that she is not happy of what I said but just don't want to admit it. I felt bad of what happened and how I wished I can re-run the whole scene again without saying those words which hurt my girlfriend.

*knock knock*

I walked up taking the hotel robe and wear it before walking towards the door. I peep on the peephole and saw Abby and Sophia standing outside. I unlatched the lock and opened the door for them.

Abby:"Good morning boss. Did you sleep well and how's Ash?" she winked at me. When I heard her name, I gave them a frown face.

Sophia:"Morning dear. What's wrong? Something happened yesterday?" she asked with a concerned look.

Christina:"First it was just normal talked when I noticed she is not in her own room, my anxiety kicks in. I asked her whether is she cheating on me with another women and is she at her house" I explained and feel bad at what I said to Ash.

Abby:"OMG! Why you said that to her? No way Ash will ever cheat on you because... what, have you see how she looks at you and the sparkles from her eyes when she talks to you? She is basically in love with you and will do anything for you. She is whipped. Imagine how hurt will she be for knowing that her 1st love accuses her for cheating, doubt her love and sincerity towards you? She is not Scott, Christina for the god sake" she said angrily while I feel sad and disappointed at myself knowing what she said was true.

**Flashback**

Christina:"Baby, you forgot to take your football jersey" I said but Scott already walked out from the house carrying his duffel bag as he has to rush back to the University for a football match. "The coach will definitely penalize him for not wearing his jersey during the match" I then stood up from the bed and walked towards the closet and changed into a pink blouse and a pair of skinny jeans. "The match starts at 5pm and now is just 3.30pm. Why is he in a rush?" I said to myself but decided to leave it.

I rushed out from my bedroom then walked out from the house towards my car and drove back to the University. Once I reached the parking lot, I walked out from the car with Scott's jersey inside a plastic bag. I slowly walked past the lockers towards the hallway up to the boy's dormitory. Once I reached Scott's room, I knocked on the door then Ben opened it. He looks shocked to see me.

Christina:"Hi Ben. Is Scott back yet because he left his football jersey at my place just now". Before he answers, I heard noises coming out from his room and walked towards it. I then heard someone moaning and someone calling Scott's name. I turn then door knob and open the door of his room. What I saw gave me a shocked of my life; Scott is having sex with another women right in-front of my eyes. I throw the plastic bag at him which caught their attention then turned around and look at me. He then rushed over to me while the women had a smirk on her face.

Scott:"Baby, is not what you think. S-She seduces me into it. It doesn't mean anything to me. I love you" he explained. I gave him a big slaps on his right cheek.

Christina:"Why? Why you do this to me?! If you ever love me, you won't be fucking some other women the next day after we had sex!" I said while crying. "You are my first; first kiss, first love and the first I gave my virginity to!" I slapped him again. "Scott Alexander, we are done. Don't come and look for me and I don't want to see you ever again!" I exclaimed and run out of his dorm towards my car. That day onward, I haven't been in any relationship because of insecurity.