DREAM - Tommy Shelby imagine [COMPLETED]

Chapter 4 (SMUT-ish)

During the next few weeks you have been going out with John almost every day. He was almost the polar opposite of his brother Thomas and yet you felt such a spark when you walked the town hand in hand. He always looked as if he was so proud that you were beside him, looking at you with constant admiration. You knew it was a bit of a peacock move, showing you around like you were a trophy but you couldn't care less. You were happy for the first time in years. You would come to the Garrison with him and catch up with your sister who was still going strong with Arthur. Thomas was always lurking somewhere and you sometimes caught his looks but he would quickly direct his eyes back to Grace who was working the bar.

One night when John was walking you home, something in you said it was about time you do it.

„You want to come upstairs?" you said flirtatiously and tugged at John's arm to guide him inside. John didn't say anything, as his eyes did enough talking. He looked at you with a cheeky smile and took you by the waist so that you were now in his arms.
„I thought you'd never ask!" John said jokingly rushing to get to the bedroom. He plopped you down on the bed and climbed on top of you, kissing you sloppily. You could feel yourself getting wet as you undressed him firstly taking his shirt off. He took no time to unbutton your shirt only to take a long look at your perfect breasts. He just let out a groan as he started to kiss your neck holding your hands above your head. You moaned in his ear which made his kisses even more passionate as he left a trail of kisses on your nipples heading down. With one hand he still held your hands above your head and with the other he lightly traced his hands down your stomach to your wetness which made you flinch. You arched your back as he slid his fingers into you, first teasing you with one, but after he heard you moan slipped another finger in and kept going in and out at an alarming speed. You couldn't take it anymore and broke out of his „handcuffs". You got him closer by pulling him in for a passionate kiss, after which you made love. You wished this night would never end. You snuggled, only covered by his arms that were wrapped around you. He placed a small sweet kiss on your neck and wished you goodnight after what you fell asleep immediately, with a smile on your face.

For the first time in forever you have something that's real. You woke up and saw John gone but you knew he was at work. For the next couple of days you couldn't keep the smile off your face.

„Hello sis!" You said as you came behind her and put your hands on her shoulders. She was standing at the bar of the Garrison, talking to Grace. Your action kind of startled her so she turned around.
„Hello little dove!" she said lovingly, seeing you bursting with happiness. Grace greeted you quietly only to ask you what you will drink.
„A pint, thank you." You said and couldn't be bothered by the looks Grace was still giving you even tho you and Tommy haven't seen each other in what seems like decades. Oh, Tommy. You wondered how he was but didn't even think about asking John about him, as he would only feel jealous. You asked your sister where John was.
„Oh, Tommy, John, Polly, Ada and Arthur went to the Lee family." Sarah said. What? You thought they were at war, but you knew Tommy was most certainly behind that get-together. You asked what that was about but the girls didn't know. You drank your beer and talked to your sister, trying to get some information about her and Arthur out of her.

The next day you felt something wasn't right. You were still thinking about that meeting with the Lee family, wondering why John hadn't told you about it before. You walked to the betting place but on the way saw John who was coming your way.
„John!" you said as you attempted to give him a kiss, to which he pushed you away just to say words that would devastate you. You could feel the tears coming, filling your eyes as he told you Tommy married him off yesterday to keep peace between them and the Lee family. You couldn't say a word, you just stood there in the middle of the street, the words that John was saying now sounding muffled. You thought about shouting and slapping him but you knew it wasn't his fault, so you pushed him out of the way and angrily went into the betting shop. You almost punched Tommy's door down and ran towards him like a fury. At this point tears were streaming down your face as you were screaming and punching him on the chest as hard as you possibly could.
„WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" you shouted as you kept punching. He looked at you in shock, trying to defend himself, but by the look on his face you could see he knew he fucked up. You took a step back in defeat trying to catch your breath just saying „why" a million times as you once again got closer to his face.
„It was for the good of the –" Tommy tried to say before you cut him off.
„THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR WHAT YOU DID" you shouted directly in his face.
„It was for the good of the family." Tommy managed to say again, not raising his voice one decibel. He took you by the wrists in an attempt to stop you from hitting him again, to what you pulled yourself from his restraints and backed away.
„I will never forget this." You said with a threatening tone. „If Tommy isn't happy no one is allowed to be, is that right?!"
Tommy just looked at you with a sad look on his face, not knowing what to say as he knew he was in the wrong.
„You fucking bastard." You added before spitting at him and leaving. At this point, being ladylike was not on your mind. People watched in silence as you walked out of the shop and crumbled on the street now sitting on the floor crying. That bastard managed to take away someone who made you feel good and happy. You wished everything bad to happen to him, just so he suffers as bad as you. Your sister saw you and picked you up from the street. You couldn't help but wonder whether she knew about this too or not but was not able to utter anything out.
„(Y/N), I swear I knew nothing about this yesterday. I was on the way to tell you as soon as I found out. I am so sorry darling." Sarah told you holding your head to look at her and giving you kisses on the forehead. Everything from that day on was a complete blur as you spent it in your bed, thinking of ways to make Tommy pay.