Don't Break My Heart ; Christian Yelich

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Cassie's POV

When we got there, Christian held my hand as my other rang the doorbell. Larisa opened the door and I let go of Christian to hug her. Her baby bump was so adorable. After Christian gave her a hug.

Ryan came and gave me a hug and Christian and him did their little bro handshake. Larisa and I went and sat at the table.

"So tell me, how's it been between you two?" She asked as Ryan and Christian went to the backyard.

"It's good but I just don't know how things are going to go when I go to rehab. Like I still haven't told him. Every time I attempt at bringing it up, he always gets distracted with another thought," I said.

"You need to tell him though. You're going for like 40 days. He's definitely not going to know that you've been going through this addiction. Like you guys aren't going to be able to see each other because it's only Ryan and I who can see you when you're there," She said.

"I don't even know how I let it get to this point. It just happens to feel up the emptiness I've been feeling lately," I said and she shook her head a little.

"Let's talk about something else, apartments?" She asked.

"The apartment I found, it's perfect for me. Christian and I were already talking about living with each other but I decided it's not best with my current state but I obviously didn't tell him that."

"You move into your apartment in 2 days. Are you excited?" She asked me.

"Yeah sort of," I said and she frowned, "I just have gotten use to being at Christian's."

"Doesn't mean you guys can't go over to each other's place," She said and we looked out the window.

Ryan and Christian were joking around with each other and laughing. It made me happy that I didn't ruin their friendship.

"As the day gets closer, I feel more guilty that I haven't told him," I said and looked down.

"You'll be fine, you're getting taken care of," She said and I nodded.

The both of us went outside and the boys looked at us. Christian wrapped his arms around me and I smiled. It took two seconds for Ryan to interrupt with a fake cough. I looked at him and he smiled.

'Stop' I mouthed to him. Ryan shook his head but I wrapped Christian's arms around me again.

"Hey I need to talk to you," Ryan said and I rolled my eyes and Christian unwrapped his arms from around me.

"You haven't told him yet have you?" Ryan asked as we walked away.

"It's hard to tell him, like I don't want to see him sad," I said and looked back at his cute smile.

"Blah blah blah," Ryan said and it made me laugh a little, "Promise me you'll tell him?"

"I don't want to promise anything," I said and walked away.

The four of us went back inside and sat down and talked.

"Wait have you guys seen Listen To Your Heart?" Larisa asked.

"Yes of course, I made Christian watch it with me," Ryan looked at me and then at Christian and shook his head.

"Hey I actually enjoyed it!" Christian said excitedly and it caused us to laugh.

We talked a little more and then watched something on TV before we left. As much as I wanted Christian to drive, I didn't know if he was sober.

"Hey baby, how are you feeling?" I asked and put my hand on his back as we were walking to my car.