APARTMENT (CH)

26.

CALUM

There. I said it.
I fucking kissed her.
I can finally move on.

But i didn't.

Every time i see her i would imagine kissing her and making her moan. It made me love her more.

The feeling of her near me gives me chills. She's that electrifying.I may sound like a creep but i walk in her room every night and i'll kiss her forehead and say "I love you".

I'm 100% sure of what i feel for her and its making me crazy.
This is so wrong, i have a girlfriend, but it feels so right.

I plopped down on my bed. I have to go to this family day with Tommy and Hannah, i'm excited, but not like the feeling of taking Keia on a date.

Hannah went here too early and Tommy ran around, following Callin everywhere.

"Hey babe, i missed you" she was about to lean in but i lean away, pretending to get something. I can't kiss her, i don't want to hurt her.

"Hey Tommy, are you excited buddy?" He nodded. His birthday's on the 18th, then me on the 25th, i'm getting old.

"His birthday's in 5 days" i sighed.
"He's getting big right?" Hannah held my shoulders. she was hugging me from the back, her head rested on my shoulder blade.

"Everything's so fast" she hummed and rubbed my arms. She kissed my neck up to my jawline. She lean in and kissed me.I don't want this. But i don't want to hurt her.

"C'mon, let's go" i said.
"Its still early and, maybe we can do something in your room" she whispered.
"What?"
"You know......" she swing my hands back and forth.
"Oh my god Hannah" i laughed. She pouted and slapped my chest.

"I'm being romantic here" i laughed even more and hugged her.
"Well, i'm not ready yet" she rolled her eyes.
"Why don't you just tell me the truth that you don't want to" she walked away and carried Tommy.

"Awwww" she maintained her bitch face.
"Let's go" i chuckled. I left some food for Callin then locked the door.

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"Yey go daddy!" Hannah cheered as i went to kick the ball in the goal. it was a football match:fathers versus brothers and yes, i was put in the brothers'.

Our team won because of me. (Calum you're cocky as hell)

The rest of the day was so exhausting. We did a lot of relays and shit, i jumped on a pile of mud but it did moisturized my skin. I fell asleep throughout the drive home, i woke up from the sound of camera clicking.

"I'm sorry. You both look so cute sleeping" i look at Tommy, who was sleeping. I chuckled and thanked her for driving me home.

I groaned as i went out of the car. I'm so tired.

I lazily opened the door and fell right on the floor. Keia's on the couch, laughing. I picked myself up, throwing the keys on the bowl.

"You ok?" She leaned on my door frame.
"Yup. Just. fucking. tired." I said as i took off my shoes.

"What did you do today?" She sat beside me.
"I played football for the first time in ages and had a tragic mud bath cause i slipped during the relay" she chuckled.

I groaned and held my left arm.
"Can you massage me?" She chuckled. She tugged on my shirt, i furrowed my eyebrows.

"What? I can't massage you with your shirt on" i winked and took it off. She rolled her eyes and forced me to lie on my stomach.