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The thought inside drown me under like big ocean waves sunking the whole ship. I'm so used to and so familiar with feeling worthless, feeling like no one's here. That I'm not worth to be looked for. I am an empty shell who lost her soul some times ago. Do I based a lot of my self worth and happiness on others? I thought I was doing fine and it turns out I feel lonely all along. I don't know what's got into my head, I don't know what's got into my heart. It feels like I'm a lesser being. It feels like I'm nothing.
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Book of Unwanted Feelings
RandomHow I paint all those emotions that has been bothering me ever since
