Azuncion Series #1: Start of Something Surreal

Chapter 11

"What do you think you're doing, hmm?" That voice and that manly smell. I can't be wrong. His lips are on my neck and his arms are holding me in place.

No one noticed us because they are busy dancing and getting wild.

He turned me around and I met his eyes that pierced my soul. When I look at that eyes, I know that something not good will happen.

My head starts to get dizzy. Maybe because of what I drink or the loudness.

I was about to say something when he kissed me hard. This is literally a punishing kiss. I kept my lips close but he bit it so hard that I can taste the metallic taste. Blood.

"Ump.." pinipilit ko siyang itulak pero masyado talaga siyang malakas. He grabbed my nape and deepened the kiss. His tounge doing wonders inside my mouth. He let go. My lips bleed because he was harsh.

He didn't say anything and pull me off the crowd. I left Jaze with her friends and he's dragging me to the second floor of their house. He's grabbing my wrist too tight.

"Nasasaktan ako, Kaden." Reklamo ko sa kaniya pero parang wala siyang narinig.

He keeps on dragging me till we reached the huge door. He opened it and he made me follow. As soon as I entered the room, which I know is his because of the manly smell that seeps through my nose, he closed the door.

"I told you not to drink but you did." I took a step back because he stepped closer to me. "K-kad naglalaro lang naman kami a-and I can't a-answer their questions that's why I drank as a c-consequence." Mahaba-habang explaination ko sa kaniya but his eyes remained the same.

"You took the consequence, without thinking of my consequence, did you?" he asked suspiciously. He keeps on taking a step forward until I reached his bed. He pulled me closer to him by my waist. "You even danced there with boys around you."

"And if it wasn't me who held you, you would not stop? You will continue dancing with a stranger? That's your point?" He asked me while holding my jaw to look at him.

"And who would be happy to see other man, looking at his girlfriend's body like they're ready to eat her." He continued.

I was holding his arms to loosen his grip on my jaw a little but he did not move one bit.

His breath smelled like alcohol and mint.

He threw me in the bed tapos dinaganan niya ako agad kaya wala akong nagawa. Nilagay niya ang paa niya sa gitna ng hita ko.

He kissed me and I was struggling under him. I don't wanna do this yet. Hindi pa ako ready. I was about to push him when he grab my wrist and pinned them about me.

"Kaden, s-stop please.." pilit kong pinipilig ang ulo ko para hindi niya ako mahalikan pero he grabbed my jaw harder this time to kiss me harder. "Kaden n-no. Don't please." wala talaga siyang naririnig.

He let go of my jaw and his tounge traced my jaw to my neck.

"N-no..." I can't help but moan. I want to protest but my body doesn't allow me. He keeps on sucking my neck. Mga ungol na pag protesta ang lumalabas sa bibig ko.

Naiinis ako sa sarili ko dahil trinaydor ako ng sarili kong katawan. My tears are already flowing at hindi ko alam kung saan ko ibabaling ang ulo ko.

He stopped. He sat down and put his palm in his face. I can see that he's frustrated. Pinaupo niya rin ako tapos yinakap nang mahigpit.

"I'm sorry...I'm really sorry" he buried his face on my neck.

I'm letting this man hugged me like he didn't do anything wrong.

"Nandilim ang paningin ko, I'm sorry." eto pa rin ako. Humahagulgol.

I can't believe na muntik na mangyari 'yon.

"Napakapossesive mo, Kaden. You won't let me breath." He's still hugging me. "I just got jealous because I saw the boys around looking at you with malice. I don't like sharing what's mine to other people." He faced me. He always does this. He said he don't like seeing my tears but he's the one who's making me cry.

"Gusto ko ng umuwi." It's almost eleven at baka pagagalitan na naman ako ni Mama. Tumayo na ako para umalis ng bigla niya akong hapitin sa bewang at yakapin nang mahigpit.

"I'm sorry.." malumanay niyang sabi. "What should I do for you to forgive me?"

"I want you to do nothing. It's okay. I'm fine." Hindi ako okay. Tatalikod na sana ako papunta sa pintuan pero dalawang hakbang niya lang at yinakap na naman niya ako sa likod nang sobrang higpit. Parang ayaw niya akong pakawalan.

"I won't do it again, I promise. " ang luha na tumigil na kanina tumulo na naman.

Hinarap ko siya and held his face.

"You don't need to worry, okay? Like you said, I'm all yours. I have no one else but you." I assured him.

"I love you." I whispered in his ears.

"And I love you too" he replied back and that made me smile because he said it.

"Come, I'll take you home." He held out his hands for me to take. And I took it.

We went downstairs and the party is still going on but some already went home. They are all wasted.

We got out his house and we went to maybe their garage. When he opened it. I gasped because there are different classes of cars. From BMW, Ford, Lamborghini, Ferrari, Mustang and many more. He picked the black BMW.

He pressed the unlock button and entered his car. I also went in.

"Sa'yo lahat 'yon?" he just nodded like it's nothing. Maybe they're really rich.

He drove fast because it's past 11 pm and my mom must be waiting.

I arrived at home faster than I expected because he drove fast.

"Goodnight, baby." I nodded at him. I'm too tired to answer. I am already sober because of what happened.

I've entered the house and all the lights were off. Maybe they're already asleep.

I turned on the lights to see clearly.
I saw Dad, looking at me. "Where did you go, this late, young lady?"

"We had a home celebration, Dad."

"Was that your boyfriend?" Alam kong tutol si Dad sa pagbo-boyfriend dahil wala pa ako sa legal age pero I can't lie to my dad. "Yes po"

"What's his name?"

"Kaden Azuncion po dad" he nodded. Akala ko may sasabihin pa siya pero he just bid me goodnight and went upstairs.

*beep
Kad- I'm sorry again, baby and I miss you already.

Kinilig naman ako doon. I hurriedly went to my room to text him back.