Cynefin

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I look at the ceiling of my room, really debating I should paint it for these sleepless moments. Turning to stand up, I realise an arm and a leg are holding me down. Pushing the arm and leg off, I walk to my chair where my robe lies over my chair. I would say the few steps were easy, but I almost tripped over scattered pieces of clothing.

Putting on my robe, shuffling towards my on-suite bathroom, leaving the light off and just staring at my messy hair.

Should I shower now or after my run? I brush my hair and turn the light on inspecting my box dyed black hair. My roots are growing out faster than ever and I'm struggling to keep up with the coloring.

You see my natural hair color isn't natural at all, it's bright white. It change to white when I became alpha.

Putting on sweatpants and a sports bra, I tie my hair and walk into my room. The big rock of idiocy is still asleep. I walk over and flick his forehead. He looks at me with one eye and then groans before sitting upright.

The big rock of idiocy is my best friend, fling and beta, Luke. We have known each other since birth and just got really close when I became alpha.

I roll my eyes at how slowly Luke decides to sit up,  I walk towards the door, encouraging Luke to move faster.

"Come on, we are going for a run."

That got his attention and suddenly he has some sweatpants on and starts practically pushing me out the door.

Every so often I decide to go for a run, in my human form, it became some sort of routine for us. We both run along the border of the grounds, to check on the guards and to break free from all the alpha stress.

Luke, being a guy with raging hormones probably enjoys it more than me. You see, after all the running a person gets bored and want to do something active, but not so active that you burn yourself out, so Luke and I always come back to my room and get hot and heavy.

Finally reaching the front yard of my little home, Luke and I set off at an even pace, running around the perimeter of the grounds. Around pack members houses and around the border of the grounds, making sure everything is safe and sound.

A few guards bow their heads as we pass, a few mother with new borns greet us. I always stop to look at the babies. They are just so darn cute and I love seeing my pack.

Now to give you some sort of time line, I got up at 5 am when the sun was already starting to come up, it is now 7 am so most members are awake, so I greet them all and talk a bit about future necessities and plans, before heading back to my home with Luke trailing behind me.

In front of my home, I stretch a little, giving Luke a bit of a hard time. I can feel him checking out my bootayyy and I shake my head jogging up the stairs and to my bedroom door, waiting for Luke. He obviously didn't waste any time when he got to the top of the stairs, kissing me and pinning me to the door.

I open the door, allowing us to fall into my room, but having good reflexes is key not to really fall into my room. Luke moves to kiss my neck, I push him away towards the bathroom and go sit at my desk, starting my laptop and logging in.

Luke catches the signal and goes to the bathroom and starts the shower, obviously not leaving a welcomed heavy silence, he mutters for me to hurry up.

After checking some emails, I get up and undress, moving towards the bathroom and joining Luke in the shower.

I'll spare you the details, the bathroom filled up with steam and we both got a nice, satisfying hot shower.