Hero
Me and Kristina run through the empty cold and dark streets of London as there isn't any sign of Catarina. Fuck Melanie, now Catarina is probably in some danger because of her. If something happens to her, well damn, I definitely wouldn't be okay. Catarina is much more than just a girlfriend to me, she is the love of my life, she is my everything and if I lose her, I also lose a part of myself. "Catarina!!" me and Kristina both yell at the same time as we get to the woods. I know being alone in the woods at night is not really anyone's wish. I also know Catarina has some health problems which makes me even more worried about her. Kristina runs faster than me so she gets in the woods before me. Her loud scream gots me deaf, worried and confused. "What the hell??" she is standing there pale with her eyes wide open. At first I get confused even more, but then I look at the floor and my heart sinks. There's Catarina. Laying on the floor with her eyes closed, not moving at all, God knows how long.
I fastly kneel down in front of her and hold her in my arms. Damn, she's pale, her lips just like her finger tips are lightly blue and at first I can't recognize if her chest is moving. I put my hand in front of her mouth and relief feels my body as I notice that she is breathing, slowly, with a bit of struggling, but she is. She just doesn't wake up. "Call the ambulance please" I say to Kristina and she fastly grabs her phone. I stare at Catarina's pale face with tears in my eyes once again. "Babe, please wake up, please, I need you awake and healthy, I am sorry for whatever happened to you, I just wanted to prepare you a nice birthday party, I had no idea Melanie will come and ruin it all. But, please wake up, I love you so much, you have no idea how much you mean to me, I know anyone should depend on others, but damn my life really depends on you, without you I am nobody, you are the only one who can make me truly happy, I feel alive like I have never been before, one day I am dreaming of marrying you and having kids and grandkids with you. Not even death will tear us apart. But if we will make all of those dreams come true you gotta wake up, you gotta be there with me. You need to help me picking up the beautiful house for us and our future family, I need to be there to hold your hand while you are giving birth, I need you to be fine, you are so strong, you are a warrior, i believe you can survive much more than this and I know you will." I press my lips against her forehead letting out a tear and hopping this is just a nightmare, a bad bad nightmare.
"Hero, the ambulance is here, I think you should let them take her" Kristina puts her hand on my shoulder and I clean my tears before standing up. "Yeah, yeah I know." Letting go of Catarina was the last thing I wanted to do, but I know in situations like this I should stay calm and not to cause any more useless trouble. My priority right now is to get my Catarina back.
