Inside And Out

21) The Hatred

Precap:

"Yeah, just go. It's not as if you are in the right state. Just always thinking about yourself. So listen it clear, I don't need you or your help!" he yelled.

Okay, this made me hault my steps.

"Fine. Then we are through" I said, with tears in my eyes and pain in my heart.

That's why I never had been in a relationship. I got what everyone else went through. Pain. Guilt. Harsh severity. And half hearted love.

Kaira's POV:

5 weeks.

5 weeks has been spent after I dropped the Break-Up bomb on not only Karan, but also both of our families. My full family, including Dadu, didn't ask a single question about what happened. All they have been to me is supportive. After a week of break-up, Dadu apologised for her behaviour and said if it was okay with me to mend things.

In college, my friends had been more than supportive. Aakash was always there to bring me new refreshing beverages from near-by Starbucks while Rishi and ChiChi used to frequently hug me and say soothing words to me. Everyone was very kind to me. After a few days of my break-up, Dev came to talk and eventually, warmed upto us. At first, it was difficult for me to trust him due to our last encounter but then slowly, I stopped holding myself back. Till day, he has not hit on me for a single time, which is nice to me.

About Karan, many a times I saw him following me from home to university and way back home. all he did was sit in his car with a sulky face that had huge dark bags under the eyes and it missed the glow which I had fallen for. I got several calls from his family telling me to come back and mend things with Karan as all he did was go to his office early in the morning and come late night after midnight from work. His mother said she had never seen him so upset and sad and his brother, Kashyap bhaiya said that to move on from me, he droused himself in a pile of work. he had grown very cold and distant till such a point that he changed 3 secretaries in 13 days. All I could tell them was that I needed some space and our relationship needed a break, not because there was a shortage of love but because there was an abundance of love, which needed to reside.

Right now, I'm standing in front of Dean Shukla's office as he had called me during my precious HRD classes. Note the sarcasm.

After sitting on the bench outside the office for 8 minutes, the peon, Prakash, said that the Dean asked me to go in.

'May I come in, sir?' I knocked twice on the door and asked.

'Please come in, Ms. Singhania' he replied in a firm but formal tone.

I entered and stood in front of his desk. All he did was make a gesture with his hands for me to sit. I sat. He was still focused on the pile of papers in front of him. After a few seconds, I cleared my throat so that he pays attention.

"Oh! Umm.... Sorry, Ms. Singhania. So I called you because I wanted to give you off some news." he explained to which I raised an eyebrow indicating "What news?"

"So the thing is that you performed exceptionally in the external exams held in our university. So the thing is that I wanted you to know that after looking upon your performance, I was totally impressed and I secretly gave your report and achievement to Redmond Co. Now, if you know, Redmond is recently working with world's one of the best boy bands, Winter Soldiers. And to say that the boys were impressed by your knowledge and skills, it would be an understatement." he said, which made my eyes go out wide.

Winter Soldiers is not one of the best boy bands of the world, it is the only best boy band of the world. No one can give a tough competition to the guys. They are practically the sons of Mozart. Shanaya and Shovan do nothing but hear them all day. Winter Soldiers is one of the rare things that they agree upon.