Locked Out (Lapidot Human AU)

~ Seven ~

There are a fews things i need to say before you read this, i decided to skip the timeline to 3 weeks later alsoo there is a little heated bit in this chapter- enjoy, thanks for reading :)

Edit from future Gray: there is a cute little surprise for you guys at the bottom, okay biiii *wink wink nudge nudge*

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Peridots PoV

"Nyagh" I awoke from my dream panting for breath. I looked at the snoring beauty beside me. It was not a nightmare...in fact it was more of a... wet dream I facepalmed and got up from the bed hurrying to the bathroom, I look at myself in the mirror and I smile. I haven't been this happy in a while... sure it was clear that my feelings for lapis were growing like crazy but I try not to express them, and sure. Its really clear that Lazuli herself is very gay.
I sigh and splash my face with water before exiting the bathroom. Lapis and her parents seem to really care for me... they barely knew me when they took me in and its been 3 weeks... I don't know what is happening with my dad but the first day I was taken in by Sapphire and Ruby, Ruby contacted police about my situation. I didnt like it but I knew it was better for me. Do I still think about him... yeah... I do and its hard not too.

I sit down at the bottom of the bed, my mind wanders back to my dream.

"Peri~ come here" lapis whispered in my ear, biting into her neck leaving a bruise making me yelp. "Good~ now everyone will know that you're mine" Lapis moves to face me and pushes me down flat, tracing her finger down my chest. "Nnghh la-pis" I blushed furiously. "Shhh Peri~" Lapis pulled my shirt off and began kissing down my chest. "Gah- aha" i bit my lip hard "lahpis, more" my breath hitched and i pushed lapis head down. She laughed sarcasticly before holding my hands above me head. "Stay or you get punishment". She smirked and continued leaving her marks all over me.

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"Peridot?" i zoned back in to reality blushing and looking at lapis.
"Huh?" Her eyes widen a bit
"Peridot you nose, its bleeding" lapis wiped the blood away. "Are you okay?!" She kept asking questions but my brain was scrambled and I kept zoning out. "Peridot, your hot!" I goofily smile at her. "Heh thanks, your not to bad yourself" lapis blushed and frowned. "Peridot, try cool yourself down, im going to get some breakfast, you want anything?" She seemed sad. I shook my head. "Y-yes please lazuli"
'Get yourself together, something is wrong with lapis' I followed behind lapis, getting downstairs and watching lapis make food. She seemed... how do i describe this?
"Sensitive" I thought out loud. Lapis turned to me confused and annoyed.
"What?" She handed me a plate of fried egg and bacon with some toast.
"Sorry, i got caught up in my thoughts" i sighed and ate a piece of the bacon, stars in my eyes.
"Phapis dis is shamasing" i spoke. Lapis laughed and smiled.
"I'm sorry i don't understand peri with a full mouth" she spoke and rested her hand on mines. It was a small gesture but it made me feel so warm. " i said~ lapis this is amazing" i softly smiled getting lost in her deep sapphire eyes (pun intended).
It was filled with silence, but i liked it.
"Lapis where is your parents?" 'I just ruined a great moment, dumb clod'
She tilted her head at me. "In their bedroom, sleeping..." 'that would make sense idiot'
"Peridot are you okay now? That you have had something to eat?" Before i could speak she got up and placed a hand on my forehead, which had cooled down a bit. She sighed smiling sadly. "Do you need help tidying up?" I ask holding my plate. She only nodded and walked over to the sink. She huffed and started pacing.
"Lapis are you... doing okay?" I was getting worried. She's normally laughing and happy. Maybe just a bad dream?
"Yes, Peridot! I'm fine" she raised her voice a little startling me. She stormed out and left for the bathroom. I continued to finish the dishes we had used.

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Lapis came back into the room and hugged me tightly. "Lapis?" She started sniffling, i hugged her back tightly. "We can talk about it, you know?, tell me whats wrong" i stroke her hair, something she did to comfort me a lot.
"Its just... i had a bad dream and then i felt pain and became all as you said 'sensitive', im sorry peri" i continued playing with her hair. "Lapis please dont apologise. I understand, lets watch a movie and let me do everything for you today, okay? Its the least i can do" she pulled away from the hug wiping her tears away and nodded. All this time me and lapis had been getting closer with each other, but i could never deserve lapis. I walked upstairs behind lapis and told her to wait before she sat on the bed, i brought out all of lapis' plushies and covers creating a very comfy place. She smiled at my efforts but she still looking unsatisfied. I sigh. "I'm sorry its not the best"
"Peri its amazing, but I'm missing one thing..."
"Oh yeah? Whats that?"
"You" she grinned pulling me onto the bed cuddling close with me.

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Lapis and i spent hours cuddling and watching sad romance movies which she cried to every single one. "Geez you really are sensitive, huh?" I hold her chin making her look at me and i wipe away her tears. She didn't look away. 'In fact the moment was perfect to propose my feelings, maybe its too soon? Lapis could reject me. Like the failure i am...' thoughts flooded my head 'i really am weak, can you really trust anyone? Lapis could be earning your trust to smash it to 1 million pieces. No she wouldn't do that'. Lapis must've seen my pain through my eyes, she sighed and cuddled in closer. "I'm sorry your dad was a jerk Peri, i really am. I just wish you can earn my trust" i had tears in my eyes, i sniffed but lapis looked at me again. "Don't keep it in Peri... please, its good to let it out, its the reason ive been watching sad romances, i needed to cry" Lapis chuckled and held my hand smiling warmingly at me. I let myself cry, hugging into Lapis.
"Lapis, i-im getting better, I'm learning to trust me... so for now can you stay patient with me?" I caressed lapis' face. 'Gay enough?' Lapis nodded. "Anything to keep you happy" we had both been staring at each other. This is it... we were leaning closer into the each other, our faces inches apart,
"Lapis i-" I blushed hard at what cane next.

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Okay soooo a little chessy romance, and im forgetting that they actually attend school in these chapters... (fuck it, am i right?)
Anyway i hope you enjoyed, im going to try and get to the point ;) feel free to comment ideas :)