~ Eighteen ~

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Lapis' PoV

Peridot had just stormed out, she pushed me? She slapped me? This is NOT Peridot... she's too aggressive... Is it Jasper? Is Jasper doing this?
And she proposed? Now I can believe that, that was Peridot's idea... unless it wasnt?! I began to pace the floor, holding in my tears, Peridot left... Peridot left... the love of my life left!
I need to get out of this house, maybe I can call Kevin? Talk to him? Go for a ride. Maybe later on at night? I could view the late night sky... I groan and fall onto the floor tears spilling from my eyes. Lately Peridot and I have been on horrible terms, we disagreed with a lot of things...
I cover my face screaming into my hands before pulling out my phone. Looking through my contacts.
"Mum, no"
"Mother, no"
"Steven, nope"
"Per- nOpE"
"Ah! Kevin.."
I send him a quick message and receive one back instantly.

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I had decided on a lazy but normal clothes, short jean shorts with a grey tank top and a wind proof light jacket with sandles, I am not trying to dress to impress anyone and definitely not Kevin.

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Kevin and I were both in his car talking about each other problems, if I'm honest... Kevin's really just consisted of a low sex life.
"So then the girl pushed me away as if she never wanted me! Who would reject Kevin?!" I cringed slightly and watched the night sky out the window. "Sounds... Depressing" I sarcastically reply. Kevin doesn't seem to catch on though. "I know right! I just wish I had someone you know?" I nod uninterested. My mind began to wonder to Peridot.

'Was she okay?'
'I should've said yes to her! Of course I want to spend my life with her! I love her..'

The way her glasses would fall off of her face when she made a pouty face. How her hair would always be so messy and pointing into different directions. When she would whine at me for messing up the buttons on her shirt. The way she playfully chased me and called me ugly. Pft of course I know she was joking... I sure hope so..
Peridot please come home.

I sigh loudly finally joining the conversation again.
"So then it was a strip tease!"
I frowned and turned to Kevin giving him the '???' Look. (Lmao you know what im talking about, you're making it right now!)
"Right... so why don't I try and set you up" I suggest but he only shakes his head, parking the car in an empty park where you could see everything, all the city lights and the nightfall sunset. "I have my eyes on someone else" I nod and face away but turn as quickly to face him again when I felt his hand travel up my thigh. "W-what are you doing?" I yelp moving his hand away. He smirks and leans over to my face.
'Oh my gay lord, save me from this horny hetero male'
"Kevin no!" I push him away but he only unbuckles his seat belt locking the doors and gripping my thighs again. I let out a quiet moan. 'Oh no! Why did i moan?!' He chuckled and pressed his lips onto mine. My eyes were wide and I kicked him off of me. "Kevin? What the fuck is wrong with you?" I unlock the car door and leave him. He quicky chases after me. "You moaned! That means you liked it!" I frowned and sighed loudly.
"No, Kevin! That was just a very sensitive area" I facepalm and pull out my phone. It was pretty late in the night. Around 3:45am.

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Lapis: Mum can you drive and get me?

Lapis: mum please? Im with kevin but i feel unsafe.

Lapis: mum?

Mum: lapis! its 3am why are you out?! It doesnt matter, send me your location and ill be there in 20 minutes.

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I quickly turn on my location and approach the park closer, sitting alone in the dark. Kevin drove off annoyed.
Why did Peridot have to leave? We could have talked about it. And why... why didn't she tell me about her problems... her issues, she tried to kill herself! Why is she always with Jasper?! My thoughts began to grown furious but they were cut off by a car horn. It was my little angry mum.
"So explain?" She grunts running a hand through her small afro.
"Hm? Explain what?" I smile innocently she only frowns and shakes her head. "Nevermind- but your grounded" my jaw dropped a little.
"But im 19?!" I whine at her. She laughs evily.
"And? You are living in our house, and you woke me up!" I hum agreeing to my sad punishment.

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-Lapis sleepy dream land in the back of her mums car-

"Lapis~ I have a gift for you mi amor!" Perisot stood smiling goofily holding something behind her back, I smiled softly and approached her slowly holding on softly to her tie that was incorrectly done. "What is this gift for me, my dear?" I began to fix her tie before kissing her forehead. She smiles blushing a little bit. "I-its um just look" she pulls out a small box and a bouquet or lavender flowers. I stared in awe and held the flowers before opening the box. "Peri! Oh my god this is beautiful!" I stared at the small Lapis lazuli necklace in front of me. It reminded me that i had Peridot's gift in the bedroom upstairs, it was our 5 year anniversary and we were going out on a fancy dinner. "I thought that it would match your beautiful blue eyes and your soft blue hair. I cant help but always get lost in those ocean colourerd pools" Peridot spoke softly before kissing my lips slowly and passionately. It was a satisfying feeling.
"Peridot i love you"

"Lapis i love you too, now wake up"

"What?"

"Wake up!"

I shot up from my sleep my face meeting eyes with my mums who had been shaking me awake. I groaned and crawled out of the car.
"Mum- you ruined the best dream" I smile at the thought and cringe at the realisation that she's not here with me. "Awe boohoo now go to your room before you mother finds out we were gone" my mum pushed me off. She doesn't know about peridot but she was curious as to why peridot wasnt home and has been disappearing lately. I didn't want to tell them... I don't want to think I would even have to, I want peridot to come home...

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