When 30-year-old Golda learns she only has a year to live due to cancer, she decides to relive her youth by going back to high school by bribing the principal. But as she attends classes disguised as a teenager, she finds that the students she meets...
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Your past may be dark but it doesn't define who you are. Forget the unpleasant, put the cherished ones in your heart while moving forward.
/28/ Memento Vivere
[LULU]
HAVE you ever committed a sin and you never came back to redeem yourself? As if the sin defined who you are. It consumed your whole being; you live a life of guilt every day.
It happened to me.
That's why I don't have any will to live.
I just wanted to die and get over with everything. I found my life... meaningless.
I didn't know my reason to continue living.
Nobody noticed, even my family and friends. They didn't saw my suffering. Ang akala nila I was just having a certain phase of my youth—na karamihan ay tingin ay pag-iinarte lang.
They didn't know what happened because I chose to remain silent.
I chose to remain silent because I was afraid.
I was afraid to be blamed even if it's not my fault.
I don't know why but it felt that way. Kahit na ikaw ang biktima pero kasalanan mo na may mangyaring masama sa'yo, gano'n ang pakiramdam. Siguro... sadyang mahina lang ako.
Kahit na pumipikit ako tuwing gabi ay naaalala ko pa rin ang lahat.
Unang taon ng high school, Grade 7, nang makilala ko ang homeroom teacher namin na si Ms.Raine. She's a rookie teacher with two-years of experience in teaching.
She's really kind and almost everybody adores her. Nagsimula 'yon nang magpagawa siya ng exchange diary sa amin kung saan ay nababasa niya at nagrereply siya. I shared my inner thoughts. And for some reasons, we became friends.
Outside the classroom, she became the older sister I never had. Akala ko noon sa lovers lang ang konsepto ng 'soul mate' pero pwede rin pala 'yon sa friendship.
Naging aware ang mga kaklase ko sa closeness namin ni Ms. Raine and I know that they kinda hated me for the favouritism, hindi kasi maiiwasan sa loob ng classroom.
Aside from that, I really did well on her class kaya madalas akong makakuha ng highest grade. Actually... Parang doon nagsimula ang pambubully sa'kin ng mga kaklase ko dahil ang tingin nila sa'kin ay sipsip.
Kaya sinabi ko kay Ms. Raine na huwag na lang kami mag-usap sa loob ng classroom. We used to hang out a lot in the public library, coffee shops, talking about books and life.
Ms. Raine suddenly got married the following year and she had to stop teaching.
She married a charismatic man; he is Wilfredo Consuelo, the principal's son and also a teacher in our school.
