Finn Wolfhard Imagines (Book 2)

Let Me Help You - Miles

Song: I Don't Love You by My Chemical Romance

READ PART 1 ON BOOK 1. SOMEONE ASKS FOR A PART 2 AND I WILL MAKE YOU PROUD
  
   Also I forgot what Flora and them call that place she loves. So I'll say the secret garden.

   Actually a lot of people are asking for part 2s on my book 1 and I am so flattered. And the positive feeback🤧❤ I love y'all

Recap:
  "I'm dangerous y/n/n." For some reason it felt good for him to say the nickname he gave me. His hands cupped my cheeks. "You shouldn't try to contact me. I don't want to hurt you again." Peope were starting to stare, wondering and glaring. They've never seen Miles like this so I'm guessing this will be the talk of the town. But I don't care. I only care about him and I. His lips pressed against my forehead. "Goodbye."

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   Three Months Later.

   I walked out of school, fixing my skirt. My mind wandered to Miles. He never returned to school after he said goodbye. When I went to his house a week later, a girl name Kate answered the door. She was about to go get him until he yelled at me to go away. Since then I've never came in contact with him. I haven't been myself lately either.

    I pedaled as fast as I could on my bike to Miles house. It was a long way without a car but I would do anything to see him again. I miss his hugs, his touch, his presence, it was calming to me and now it feels like this cold empty feeling in my stomach. It may sound overdramatic but that's how you feel when you lose someone, especially someone you love.

   Over an hour later his house came into view, I stopped for a moment catching my breath. What am I doing here? This is absolutely crazy.

  I built up the courage to climb through the gate, however once my boots hit the ground I couldn't bring myself to go to the door so I went to where Flora and I used to hang out. That cute pond with the orange fishes, I loved watching them swim.

  Miles, he was my everything. How could he be so selfish and leave me? My fists tightens into a ball as I walk across the property. Inside I began walking to the pond. The fishes were practically glowing with their neon orange and pearl white bodies and I couldn't help but smile, sitting down. I didn't bother to breath, not moving an inch.

  Why must people I love hurt me the most? Am I that big of a burden? To not be cared for. I'm sick and tired of it, people controlling me, leaving me, reminding me that I'm not worth their time. All I want it is a friend to lean on, but I don't get that.

    "What are you doing here?"

    I closed my eyes at the voice I've been longing to hear. "You remember when you first brought me here? We were riding your parents horses and we were laughing, you had that smile I adored. Where is he now?" I finally turned to see him in his famous red sweater, standing by the entrance.

   "You shouldn't be here."

 
    I ignored him. "A month later, you brought me back, kissing me under the moonlight. But it was all bullshit, wasn't it? I wasn't worth your time. That's why you left. So what if I have no one. I cry myself to sleep every night, wishing for you to come rescue me. But you're no prince charming. You're just the devil in the disguise of a prince. You chew people up and spit them out. That's what you did to me. It's fine."

    Miles looks at me in the eyes, slowly approaching. "You should leave. You're not safe here."
 
    "I'm not safe anywhere." I choked. "It's good." I got up, standing on the edge of the pond. "It's all good."

    "Y/n, what are you doing?"

    I stared at him with teary eyes. "Don't you see, I'm swimming with the fishes. Just like I've always wanted."

    Before he could yell my name, everything went black.

     

Next one is better, I promise. I just didn't know how to begin this