Finn Wolfhard Imagines (Book 2)

Let Me Help You [2/3] - Miles

    Song: Banana Bread by Cavetown

    I woke up, shuddering. I felt something next to me so I turned around to see Miles asleep. My fingers came in contact with his cold face and flinched. His hand wrapped around my wrist to prevent further contact.

   "Why did you that?" He asks quietly. I didn't respond, not wanting to speak. "Were you trying to kill yourself?" I shook my head. "Then why did you do it? You scared me."

   I bit my lip, not sure how to respond to that. But I know I have to say something. "You scare everyone."

    Miles sat up, turning his back to me. "Don't twist things up. I asked you a question and I demand an answer."
  
   This side of Miles isn't new to me, it actually calms me. At least he still has some of his soul left in him. "I wanted a way out."

   "So you were going to kill yourself?"

   "No, I just wanted a break from life. There's a difference." I told him, wrapping my arms around him from behind. "There are days when I feel like pulling the trigger for fun. Let some steam blow off. It's natural."

    "Not for you." He moved away from my touch, leaving me alone on the bed. "Why are you like this?"

   I scoffed, shaking my head. "I should be asking you that. You left me."

   "To protect you."

   "From what! Don't tell me from yourself because that would be such a cliche. You've been keeping secrets and I'm sick and tired of it. We've could've been there both for each other but you made it so hard Miles." I sighed, standing up to him. "Now tell me, why did you leave? Why didn't you want me anymore? Please, don't spare the gory details."

    Nothing came out of his mouth and I got up, shaking my head. "You're so pathetic."

    "You don't understand-" I spun around, cutting him off. "What do I not understand? That your parents are dead and that my mother killed herself just like my father did when I was little? Yours didn't have a choice. Mine did."

   "S-She killed herself?"

   "Two weeks ago. Did you know how hard that was handling it alone? I don't have any other family, pretty soon I'm going to need to leave because how am I suppose to pay the rent. Oh wait, you don't care. You don't care that I've barely been eating, hell I went days without eating, not sleeping, self-harming, and I'm on the edge of insanity. Why did I even come here?" I yelled, walking out the door.

   "Y/n!" Miles yells, running after me. I ignored him, walking past Flora and Kate downstairs. "Y/n! I'm sorry! I didn't know your mother killed herself."
 
   "How could you? You blocked me out."  I slam the door behind me, my walking turning into a sprint as I heard the door open. I could hear him run faster after me, yelling for me the stop. Tears were running down my face as I ran through the trees. I could no longer breath but I ran faster, hearing him fade in the distance. A few minutes later I stood in front of the gate. So much anger was piled inside me that I began to scream. I threw a rock at the gate before bashing my head against it. Shaking with sobs as I hit harder. I'm so stupid for thinking about coming here. He was barbaric and toxic.

    "Y/n! Stop it!" Miles yells, pulling me back. I stopped screaming, my throat hoarse. "Stop!" He hushed, holding me. "I'm here. I'm sorry."

   "It's too late." I cried.

    "It isn't. I will always be here for you. I'm so sorry y/n/n." Miles kissed the top of my head, picking me up bridal style. I went limp in his arms, feeling empty. "Let's get take you back home." I thought he was about to open the gate but he turned back to the direction of his house. "You're staying with me for now."

  I sniffled, staring at him.

Back to the house

    The lukewarm water hits my body as I turned the shower on, hearing Miles play his guitar. My eyes were closed as I washed my hair, thinking about today's events. He still wasn't the Miles I knew but he also wasn't the emotionless Mile he was three months ago. He was...unusual. It wasn't strange though, unusual is his best friend.

   When I got out, only with a towel wrapped around me, I saw him holding a Nirvana shirt. I grabbed it, walking back to the bathroom. The shirt fits like a dress with my small figure, only in my underwear underneath. I walked back out, combing my hair. Miles was watching me as he continues to play his guitar. It was soothing to hear, making me sleepy as if it was a lullaby.

"Let me." He offers, setting his guitar aside. He took the comb from my hands, sitting me down on the bed. The comb came in contact with my hair at each gentle stroke. Treating it with care as if he'll rip my hair off. "I'm sorry, for what I did. I know there isn't an excuse to make this any better but, I'm sorry." My lips remain shut, staring at the wall. "I know what you're thinking, I'm a shitty person. I tried to kill you and you still stayed. That should've made me open my eyes but I was scared, so I pushed you away." He stops combing my hair and I turned to face him. "That was a mistake. You are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me and I threw you away. I shouldn't have, you were my light. Without you I was nothing. Can you forgive me? Please?" His lips began to quiver and I stared in amazement. For the first time ever, I am witnessing Miles Fairchild crying. The dull boy was open with his feelings. He must really care about me otherwise he wouldn't have said all that.

"I forgive you." I whispered, wiping his tears away. Miles let out a breath of relief, engulfing me in a hug. He began to shake with sobs, holding onto me tighter. I stroke his hair, letting the quiet comfort us.

"I love you." He whispers. I frozed for a moment, shock at his worst. He sounds very genuine. Miles stares up at me, biting his lip. I leaned down to kiss him, our lips moving him sync. There was no roughness, it was very soft and our lips were barely touching. It was as if he was making me want more, which I did, but I loved how we were right now. I'm never leaving his side.

            

Finally after three days, i came up with an ending...while watching the tonight show with Jimmy Fallon. Did you like it?