CARMEN.
I just woke up and felt itchy down there. Now I realized that we're engaged. Kaso nga lang why I didn't wear the ring? I kinda remember what happened yesterday. But because of naka-ilang rounds siya, eto. I seldom remember what happened yesterday siguro na din dahil sa pagod.
I stopped wondering when I heard a footsteps na parang paakyat dito. I assumed, it's him. "Breakfast on bed, love." Sabay halik sa akin sa noo.
"Thank you, Babes." Hinalikan ko siya sa lips. "What time na ba?" I asked him, delikado na. Kasi baka mamaya nagpapalate na naman 'tong magiging asawa ko.
"5:30 pa lang, Babes. Madami pa tayong oras para mag...." Sabay wink sa akin. Hay naku! Alam ko na ang nasa isip ko.
"Was the three rounds isn't enough, ARIEL MORALES?!" I rolled my eyes and tumawa naman siya so I just continued eating when I finished my meal, kinuha niya 'yung lamesa and nilagay sa lapag and started to kiss me passionately. I was about to complain but he bit my lower lip and started to explore my body and there. IT HAPPENED.
So after that we decided to take a bath for almost an hour at alam niyo naman ang nangyari. Of course, si Morales pa ba?! But for those rounds he inserted his sperms on mine. So, there's a chance that I could be pregnant one of these days. So, natapos na kaming naligo and we've decided go down stairs and nagulat ako nandu'n si Rachel, Frank, Raphael and Vice
"What are you guys doing here?" Curious na tanong ni Ariel. Nabigla talaga kami sa pag-dating nila. As far as I remember, we have work.
"Grabe ka umungol, Carmen ha! Masarap ba?" Vice said. They laughed and I don't know what to feel to be embarrassed or ewan ko. I was empty that time.
"Pabayaan mo na, Viceral. Kaya nga laging blooming kaibigan natin." Rachel exclaimed. Hay naku! Isa pa 'tong babaeng 'to.
"Hay naku! Ano ba kasi ang ginagawa niyo dito? Don't you guys have work?" Umupo ako sa may sofa dahil it's really itchy down there. Alam niyo naman nangyari kagabe and kanina. Hays!!!!
"Aba, mukhang napagod, ah? Nakailan ka ba Morales?" Frank exclaimed. Alam niyo, malapit na talaga ako mag-mura dito.
"3 kagabe 2 ngayon. You can't blame me, guys. Sexy and masarap si Carmen." He said proudly and they laughed.
"Iba ka talaga tol!" Frank exclaimed at sabay apir naman kay Ariel. Sasagot na din sana si Ariel.
"Uhm. Guys, alam niyo naman na andito pa ako 'di ba?" I said in an irritating voice. Nakakainis kasi. Well, somehow kinilig ako. HAHAHAHAHA. "Teka nga, ano ba kasing ginagawa niyo dito?" I said to them na wala man lang akong makita or marinig na sagot.
"Uhm. Babes, 'di ba, may pupuntahan ka pa? Nagpapasama kasi ako sa kanila to buy things. Sige na, ha? I love you." He kissed me on the lips and ang weird lang ng kinikilos niya na medyo kinabuwisit ko. Kasi ba naman hindi man lang ako ihahatid or bigla ba naman akong tinakwil na parang walang explanations?! Bahala siya diyan, hindi kami matutulog mamaya.
So, yes, I remember today is my meetup with Auntie Myrna. I'm actually nervous because this would be the first time that I'm going to see them for several years. Mom knows what happened between me and them. But, sabi ko sa kanya, huwag niya sana sabihin ang any of information sa akin. I'm nervous actually. I don't know what to say. But, bahala na. Since, my boyfriend knows about what happened in the past, there shouldn't be a problem with that, right?
I received a text message from Aunt Myrna that she's already here. I still remember her face. Hindi naman ganun kalala ang changes kapag two years mo ng hindi nakikita ang isang tao, 'di ba? And then I saw a familiar face which made my heart beat's fast. Alam ko na kung sino 'to.
"T---tita." I said with a confused voice. I don't know what to do. I keep avoiding them for the past years and here I am facing her.
"Anak." Niyakap niya ako while crying and I didn't notice na umiiyak na din ako. Everyone was looking at us but we didn't care. Nawala 'yung takot ko knowing that she's not mad at all after the pain that I've caused her.
Bumitaw na siya sa yakap and pumunta na siya sa upuan niya. We're here at the Starbucks Taguig.
"Kamusta ka na, Anak?" She said calmly so sumagot naman ako.
"Okay naman ako, Ma. Ikaw, kamusta ka na? You gained so much weight po, ha." I laughed and I can say that somehow I'm comfortable talking to her na parang walang nangyari.
"Yeah, so much stress with your Ate and C---charles." Charles has an Ate which is parang kapatid ko na din. And napalunok ako when I heard his name and nakaramdam siya ng parang nawala 'yung ngiti ko.
"Anak, huwag mo na alalahanin 'yun. Tapos na 'yun. I just came here to say I miss you and nagbakasakali na baka kausapin mo na ako ulit and hindi ako nagkamali. I just missed you, anak. 'Yung bunso ko." I just cried and felt the tears in my eyes. Kaya hugged me so tight and I feel so relieved. Finally, wala na akong ikakatakot at tinatakasan. I already faced my past. Siguro naman this is the sign that I can be able to start again.
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