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" don't go "
katsuki x reader

word count ➵ 446
! warning !
↳ hints of attempt suicide. nothing is mentioned/said but just hints.
read the very bottom if you want for an explanation/author's note.

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the warmth of two bodies were able to produce together, kept each other's companies more cherishable as time flies. the ash-blonde holds her tightly. tighter than to grip a rope as if holding onto it for your dear life if it were possible. with her head hung down lowly, her hot tears were running down her face. each tear was able to run down her chin and drip to the ground below. her eyes glued to the bottom from her high position she was in. how everything appeared just of the size compared to an ant.

sobs were escaping uncontrollably out of katsuki's mouth. the burning feeling of a knot tightening in his throat was felt numb to him the more he sobs. he had not care if his tears were dampening the fabric of her clothes, nor did she either. the weeps from katsuki were louder than her soft ones.

he had to gulp the knot in his throat before he could choke out, "don't go.." she could swore he heard his voice crack in between his plead, making her to sob harder than before.

"i need you.. please.." his sobs were still out of control, it was almost as if he was gasping for air the more he cries. his chest began to hurt, equally painful to the feeling of his throat while his shoulders and knees tremble aggressively. guilt and burden began to consume the female. her body took action to turn around in a swift motion and swaddled her arms around his figure. the impact that she created when colliding her body to his was able to make both bodies tumble to the cold floor, her body falling onto his.

she felt arms sliding around her waist and a head burying into her stomach. despite her blurry vision, she watches the ash-blonde shedding more tears. seeing katsuki out of his natural angry persona was something she hated to witness. because of her, he expose his vulnerability beneath her. she knew he didn't liked that. even when he told her when being vulnerable around her was an act of trust only to her, it hurts her to the core when she's the reason behind it.

she sniffles, her sobs were dying down slightly by converting into harsh hiccups. she gently places her arms beside his face, her lips touching his forehead to plant a kiss as tender as fur. she runs her fingers in his hair softly, comforting the male with her silent actions.

"i'm not going anywhere.." her whispered tone was as hushed as a mouse. she lightly rocks his body as she listens to his aching cries.

"i promise.."

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so uh.. this was a slight vent chapter. i needed to get this off my chest. i hate showing vulnerability but i have to now because i'm just fucking lost and i have no idea what to do but cry while feeling fucking useless.

update (2 june) : to those who are confused about this vent chapter and the comments, i had to delete my vent because i panicked when my friend said she was gonna read my oneshots so i was scared she was gonna read this specific book. she read the hawks one instead so i just feel like a complete idiot lmao. i guess it's my place to tell about my problems that include her in it so sorry and very huge thank you to the ones that did helped me out.